| Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical |
 You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll! |
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
//Life is how tough you make it to be//
Another Failure. Another Sigh. All for my big fat F in Maths.
Is there time to be depressed?
No.
Think positively, since my grades has hit the rock bottom, the only way is to go up.
I want to see the daylight, feel the sunshine and not stay submerged in the murky waters, where I can't see where I'm heading and I can't feel the tears.
Is there time to change everything?
Believe with your heart and soul, there is.
Another Failure. Another Sigh. All for my big fat F in Maths.
Is there time to be depressed?
No.
Think positively, since my grades has hit the rock bottom, the only way is to go up.
I want to see the daylight, feel the sunshine and not stay submerged in the murky waters, where I can't see where I'm heading and I can't feel the tears.
Is there time to change everything?
Believe with your heart and soul, there is.
Monday, July 03, 2006
//World Cup//
Some people may say, what's so interesting about 11 people chasing over a ball?
Obviously, these people do not know much about soccer.
Firstly, as the players are divided into different positions on the field (for example, defenders, midfielders and strikers) chances are, you will not see so many people fighting for the ball at one time.
Furthermore, most of the running are done by players on the field.
The game itself, to put it simply, is about controlling the ball and getting it into the net.
Thus, strictly speaking, only the goalkeeper needs to chase after the ball.
Undoubtedly, for the past few weeks, the world has been thrown into a frenzy due to diehard fans and hardcore gamblers. Yes, even in Singapore, where it is an almost impossible task for the national team to qualify for the World Cup. Who cares about S-league when the World Cup is ongoing? The publicity and media glitz given to the World Cup is comparable to our very own polling day. Owing to our exposure to the English Premier League, it is no surprise that many locals are supporters of the England team.
Quotable quotes:
"Many England players are mature club players, but immature international players."
"I am going to get you sent off."
"I can never play with him again."
"I feel the time is right to pass on the armband."
Puzzling news headlines:
"Brazil seek ref's aid"
"Netherlands coach upset by team-bus slogan"
"Shocked Brazil fans cry an Amazon river of tears"
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
| How You Life Your Life |
 You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. |
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas |
 You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept. You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciences Computer science Creative writing Math Architecture Journalism |
actually, i was torn between two options in certain qns...i'm fickle-minded..=P
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
 You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language |
omg...u mean i shouldn't study science subjects???!!
| You Communicate With Your Ears |
 You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod. |
Friday, June 16, 2006
// de-Natured //
Have you ever came across this situation when in the middle of the night, when you are enjoying the music from your favourite radio station, suddenly there's this choking smell which irritates your nose and reminds you of all this cancer-causing carcinogens...and you are suddenly reminded that your secondary school general science teacher once told you that passive smokers are more at risk from lung cancer than the smokers themselves because when these carcinogens are released into the air, they are at least a thousand times more harmful to the human body...
You panicked... you run amok, all over your home, trying to find the source of that horrible smell
And you realise it's from the kitchen. You close the window, so that the overwhelming smell does not come in, yet, at the same time you are afraid that the smell does not flow out.
Yes..so what if the govt bans smoking in bus stops or segregate smokers from non-smokers in public places?
Once these people are at home, they have the right to smoke at their windows, so that their neighbours below, above or next to them can become passive smokers and innocently suffer the same ghastly consequences as they themselves.
An excerpt:
The National Environment Agency (NEA) and Health Promotion Board (HPB) are reviewing the list of places not covered under the current smoking ban, such as pubs, bus shelters, bus interchanges, public toilets, coffee shops and hawker centres. The current smoking ban covers 26 categories of places, and was last reviewed in 1997.
2. It is widely acknowledged that passive smoking, or breathing in the tobacco smoke from smokers, contributes to the risks of cancer and heart disease. Coffeeshops and hawker centres are places where families and children as well as non-smokers go often for meals. It is difficult for them to get away from second-hand smoke from smokers sitting around them.
3. The Feedback Unit is organizing four dialogue sessions to consult the public (both smokers and non-smokers) on the extension of the smoking ban to coffee shops and hawker centres. Please note that for the English and Malay speaking session, there will be English translation for feedback given in Malay.
yea...like if we sit 1m away from smokers we will not breathe in any...
like they only smoke in coffeeshops..
haiz..at least there's something being done..
Have you ever came across this situation when in the middle of the night, when you are enjoying the music from your favourite radio station, suddenly there's this choking smell which irritates your nose and reminds you of all this cancer-causing carcinogens...and you are suddenly reminded that your secondary school general science teacher once told you that passive smokers are more at risk from lung cancer than the smokers themselves because when these carcinogens are released into the air, they are at least a thousand times more harmful to the human body...
You panicked... you run amok, all over your home, trying to find the source of that horrible smell
And you realise it's from the kitchen. You close the window, so that the overwhelming smell does not come in, yet, at the same time you are afraid that the smell does not flow out.
Yes..so what if the govt bans smoking in bus stops or segregate smokers from non-smokers in public places?
Once these people are at home, they have the right to smoke at their windows, so that their neighbours below, above or next to them can become passive smokers and innocently suffer the same ghastly consequences as they themselves.
An excerpt:
The National Environment Agency (NEA) and Health Promotion Board (HPB) are reviewing the list of places not covered under the current smoking ban, such as pubs, bus shelters, bus interchanges, public toilets, coffee shops and hawker centres. The current smoking ban covers 26 categories of places, and was last reviewed in 1997.
2. It is widely acknowledged that passive smoking, or breathing in the tobacco smoke from smokers, contributes to the risks of cancer and heart disease. Coffeeshops and hawker centres are places where families and children as well as non-smokers go often for meals. It is difficult for them to get away from second-hand smoke from smokers sitting around them.
3. The Feedback Unit is organizing four dialogue sessions to consult the public (both smokers and non-smokers) on the extension of the smoking ban to coffee shops and hawker centres. Please note that for the English and Malay speaking session, there will be English translation for feedback given in Malay.
yea...like if we sit 1m away from smokers we will not breathe in any...
like they only smoke in coffeeshops..
haiz..at least there's something being done..
Friday, May 19, 2006
//scotching//
The b-ball match was so exciting.
What got our adrenalin first pumping was the rush to get a cab outside sch.
We practically ran all the way.
And the auntie driver was so nice to allow us, 5 slim girls, in. haha.
Aj! jia you!
Actually i felt weird cheering like that.
ok. I think i just discovered my loyalty to aj today.
Hmm.... i don't know why, but there seem to be this super-strong desire for aj to win.
Until i forgot my palms turned super red and numb.
Maybe it's in human nature to want to beat someone supposedly stronger.
Or maybe i didn't realise i love aj so much =X
I have to admit that HCI put on a good show
Defence, attack and cheers.
But i'm proud to say that in aj, the spirit came alive!
The b-ball match was so exciting.
What got our adrenalin first pumping was the rush to get a cab outside sch.
We practically ran all the way.
And the auntie driver was so nice to allow us, 5 slim girls, in. haha.
Aj! jia you!
Actually i felt weird cheering like that.
ok. I think i just discovered my loyalty to aj today.
Hmm.... i don't know why, but there seem to be this super-strong desire for aj to win.
Until i forgot my palms turned super red and numb.
Maybe it's in human nature to want to beat someone supposedly stronger.
Or maybe i didn't realise i love aj so much =X
I have to admit that HCI put on a good show
Defence, attack and cheers.
But i'm proud to say that in aj, the spirit came alive!
Monday, May 15, 2006
//Rise and shine//
This is, perhaps, one of the few times that I felt democracy, is not the best form of solution. When the situation favours you, you tend to take everything for granted, however, when the tide turn against you, you tend to think deeper and realise what may seem ideal may not please everybody.
And I, for one, just realise that democracy, which I have been so glad for so many years that our govt is upholding it, may not create a win-win situation after all.
Perhaps it is due to the fact that I’ve always been part of the majority.
Face it. Humans, in their most inner, truest nature, are self-centred.
Many try to protect their own interest by providing a weak solution or a lame excuse out of thin air. But, of course, I’ve always believe that people should do what they want with their life and not be dictated by others. However, in certain cases, one should first consider the situation faced by other people.
Democracy- a process of majority wins
It is too broad a definition and definitely not one that can work in today’s world.
Democracy should be exercised with flexibility and priorities should be given to strong reasons and not something built from the air.
To create a win-win situation, it all boils down to having the foresight and the right plan in mind, a suitable atmosphere for discussions and getting your priorities right.
One have to learn that last-minute decisions and desperate measures will simply not work.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
// Inspiration from the Sun //
I remembered, from the nuclear physics lecture during which, amazingly, I did not fall asleep, that between nuclear fission and fusion, that the latter can only occur in the Sun.
Have we take for granted this "free" source of energy?
Of course i'm not saying that you should worship the Sun.
But it is in the depths of human nature to take certain things for granted.
Certain things like family, friendship...even our very own healthy body.
We often complain of not having this, not having that...
Have we ever considered those less fortunate than us?
In Singapore, have we take our govt for granted?
Lots of time we talk about mundane things like lifts upgrading, re-roofing, block-painting.
But where are the ideals?
We want the opposition to represent our unhappiness on some govt policies.
Where are the votes?
Ultimately, most people vote to show their defiance. To be rebellious.
After all, a opposition party which have proven itself to better the present govt have yet to evolved.
In the first place, putting words into action could prove difficult for some opposition as they may have the heart but are lacking in resources.
A credible opposition can only evolve if there is a more level playing field on both sides.
I remembered, from the nuclear physics lecture during which, amazingly, I did not fall asleep, that between nuclear fission and fusion, that the latter can only occur in the Sun.
Have we take for granted this "free" source of energy?
Of course i'm not saying that you should worship the Sun.
But it is in the depths of human nature to take certain things for granted.
Certain things like family, friendship...even our very own healthy body.
We often complain of not having this, not having that...
Have we ever considered those less fortunate than us?
In Singapore, have we take our govt for granted?
Lots of time we talk about mundane things like lifts upgrading, re-roofing, block-painting.
But where are the ideals?
We want the opposition to represent our unhappiness on some govt policies.
Where are the votes?
Ultimately, most people vote to show their defiance. To be rebellious.
After all, a opposition party which have proven itself to better the present govt have yet to evolved.
In the first place, putting words into action could prove difficult for some opposition as they may have the heart but are lacking in resources.
A credible opposition can only evolve if there is a more level playing field on both sides.
Friday, April 21, 2006
Friday, April 14, 2006
| You Are 56% Open Minded |
 You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. |
| Your World View |
You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you. |
| You Are 20 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
| You Are Bart Simpson |
 Very misunderstood, most people just dismiss you as "trouble." Little do they know that you're wise and well accomplished beyond your years. You will be remembered for: starring in your own TV show and saving the town from a comet Your life philosophy: "I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again!" |
Thursday, April 13, 2006
| You Are an Espresso |
 At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high |
What Kind of Coffee Are You?
Saturday, April 08, 2006
that tues.
i was trying to do my electrochem mcqs...
suddenly i saw this familiar figure walking towards the elementz lab.
It was choo!
at that moment, I thought i was dreaming.
mr choo!
He's now teaching at st. nicks.
Happy and carefree.
Good...
After that tearful farewell last yr on teacher's day...
As the last cheers of " 4E3...oh yea!" faded away...
I thought I would never see him again.
Little did I expect to see him again in less than a year.
I'm so glad that choo has chosen to remain in the education service.
His warrior spirit will definitely impact more young lives.
i was trying to do my electrochem mcqs...
suddenly i saw this familiar figure walking towards the elementz lab.
It was choo!
at that moment, I thought i was dreaming.
mr choo!
He's now teaching at st. nicks.
Happy and carefree.
Good...
After that tearful farewell last yr on teacher's day...
As the last cheers of " 4E3...oh yea!" faded away...
I thought I would never see him again.
Little did I expect to see him again in less than a year.
I'm so glad that choo has chosen to remain in the education service.
His warrior spirit will definitely impact more young lives.
Friday, April 07, 2006
//rainy...//
A soul-less person.
Singing a weeping song.
Can anyone see the invisible tears?
Clear mirror.
Skewed reflection.
Where is the inner self?
Humans have unlimited potential.
Yet powerless to save themselves.
From the pits of darkness or from the verge of death.
No man is an island.
Fates interlinked.
Bliss or tragedy?
A soul-less person.
Singing a weeping song.
Can anyone see the invisible tears?
Clear mirror.
Skewed reflection.
Where is the inner self?
Humans have unlimited potential.
Yet powerless to save themselves.
From the pits of darkness or from the verge of death.
No man is an island.
Fates interlinked.
Bliss or tragedy?
Friday, March 24, 2006
| You Are Emerald Green |
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What Color Green Are You?
| Your Luck Quotient: 60% |
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How Lucky Are You?
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Friday, March 10, 2006
//Scotching sun//
that day mel fululu was saying that I only have 100m left…
whereas she still have 4km to cover.
That is… if the A-levels is a 5km run.
Haha. Words from a netballer.
Anyway, I still prefer to think that I have 400 metres left.
Ok..i’m probably trying to escape from reality.
Glad that she's doing well in maths.
More kiasu, more pia, fretting more over results.
Today there is this J1 and J2 bonding.
We played "zhong ji mi ma"
I was SUPER, DUPER HENG!!!
Luckily ee kent was game enough.
Anyway got a free lunch… hee.. pizza!
But I don't know why fululu was giving me this weird look when I cheered.
Haha. I bet you never see me cheer before.
Then, I went to causeway point with lynette and christabel.
we were like so excited taking neoprints.
haha. when the time given for decoration was up, all 3 of us screamed!
er- i think it was the 1st time this year that i actually screamed.
A pity wei zi couldnt join us =(
Watched "The Shaggy Dog"
It was a so-so movie.
And, we were late because of the popcorns and drinks.
Actually, I don't know whether to classify it as a comedy.
There are many funny, or I should say, not-so-funny scenes.
It is because while I thought some parts were quite funny, it was not funny enough to evoke laughter.
So, for most of the movie, I was struggling between to laugh or not to laugh.
Yea. It was that strange kind of movie.
Also… it reminded me of the exorcism of Emily rose due to the courtroom scenes.
At the same time it was quite heart-warming as it shows that each family member tries not to hurt the others through a high level of tolerance.
Actually the best part was when the credits roll and pictures comparing dogs in different poses with humans in the same pose.
The similarities were uncanning.
ok ok..i'm not exactly an animal lover..
that day mel fululu was saying that I only have 100m left…
whereas she still have 4km to cover.
That is… if the A-levels is a 5km run.
Haha. Words from a netballer.
Anyway, I still prefer to think that I have 400 metres left.
Ok..i’m probably trying to escape from reality.
Glad that she's doing well in maths.
More kiasu, more pia, fretting more over results.
Today there is this J1 and J2 bonding.
We played "zhong ji mi ma"
I was SUPER, DUPER HENG!!!
Luckily ee kent was game enough.
Anyway got a free lunch… hee.. pizza!
But I don't know why fululu was giving me this weird look when I cheered.
Haha. I bet you never see me cheer before.
Then, I went to causeway point with lynette and christabel.
we were like so excited taking neoprints.
haha. when the time given for decoration was up, all 3 of us screamed!
er- i think it was the 1st time this year that i actually screamed.
A pity wei zi couldnt join us =(
Watched "The Shaggy Dog"
It was a so-so movie.
And, we were late because of the popcorns and drinks.
Actually, I don't know whether to classify it as a comedy.
There are many funny, or I should say, not-so-funny scenes.
It is because while I thought some parts were quite funny, it was not funny enough to evoke laughter.
So, for most of the movie, I was struggling between to laugh or not to laugh.
Yea. It was that strange kind of movie.
Also… it reminded me of the exorcism of Emily rose due to the courtroom scenes.
At the same time it was quite heart-warming as it shows that each family member tries not to hurt the others through a high level of tolerance.
Actually the best part was when the credits roll and pictures comparing dogs in different poses with humans in the same pose.
The similarities were uncanning.
ok ok..i'm not exactly an animal lover..
Friday, March 03, 2006
oh. no. i'm 44% abnormal.
wadeva that means.
today not in a very good mood.
i know she is trying not to lose her temper.
too many a time i caught her trying to control herself when she felt like scolding people.
in the end, however, she did.
i thought she was going mad.
with anger.
what have we done to deserve this?
i know many people are concerned about our gp grades.
please do not commit the fallancy of "hasty generalisations"
but people, having dreams is definitely not enough.
we lack the action.
to turn dreams into realiy.
yesterday afternoon pe was like mad.
running with filled i-sport bottles.
did standing broad jumps until legs hurt like crazy, until can only jumped less than 1 metre.
wednesday was super busy.
as usual i will flunk my chem test...
chines "ao" get B3...mediocre results.
but i'm not re-taking.. no.
who cares about the bell-shaped curve.
so what if i'm average?
studying is for the sake of gaining knowledge and experiences, not to achieve perfect grades.
in other words, grades are the result of stuying.
becoming a more knowledgeable and having a critical mind are the effects of studying on a person.
Futhermore, i think life is a gamble and everyone should have one fair and equal chance.
so today, a second chance is given to me...
but there is no guarantee that the next time i will still have one more chance.
reminds me of jack neo movie "one more chance"..
face it.
facts are cruel.
wadeva that means.
today not in a very good mood.
i know she is trying not to lose her temper.
too many a time i caught her trying to control herself when she felt like scolding people.
in the end, however, she did.
i thought she was going mad.
with anger.
what have we done to deserve this?
i know many people are concerned about our gp grades.
please do not commit the fallancy of "hasty generalisations"
but people, having dreams is definitely not enough.
we lack the action.
to turn dreams into realiy.
yesterday afternoon pe was like mad.
running with filled i-sport bottles.
did standing broad jumps until legs hurt like crazy, until can only jumped less than 1 metre.
wednesday was super busy.
as usual i will flunk my chem test...
chines "ao" get B3...mediocre results.
but i'm not re-taking.. no.
who cares about the bell-shaped curve.
so what if i'm average?
studying is for the sake of gaining knowledge and experiences, not to achieve perfect grades.
in other words, grades are the result of stuying.
becoming a more knowledgeable and having a critical mind are the effects of studying on a person.
Futhermore, i think life is a gamble and everyone should have one fair and equal chance.
so today, a second chance is given to me...
but there is no guarantee that the next time i will still have one more chance.
reminds me of jack neo movie "one more chance"..
face it.
facts are cruel.
| You Are 44% Abnormal |
 You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
How Abnormal Are You?
| Your Birthdate: November 2 | ||
 Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly
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Monday, February 27, 2006
// Sunny! //
// dont make people to go against their will //
// my motto //
Today mrs chng sent me on a strange errand
Find a person in 0905
And I don’t know who is she and what she look like
I thought I would need the rest of the periods to find her
Moreover, my phone battery died on me so I couldnt find help
Since its during her break, it would be even harder to find
She could be in the canteen ordering food or eating or at the ohana or outside audi or mugging in some classroom or at the library or reading room, or in the nexus or even in the toilet
Great…
I was at the canteen when I saw my saviour, ho ying
It suddenly came to my mind that shes from 09.
Seeing that she was packing her bag, looking ready to leave, I almost ran towards her
She directed me to the girl sitting alone on a bench, her eyes glued to the edu tv.
I waved at her, trying to catch her attention.
Just then, I saw some guys seated at the table behind her giving me strange looks.
No idea why.
I asked to confirm her identity and told her mrs chng wanted to see her.
Mrs WAD? She asked.
Me: mrs chng
She: who is she?
Me: my gp tutor.
In fact, in less than the 2 mins or so, she shot at me several questions.
She: See me for wad?
Me: I have no idea.
She: I hope its not that I have to write some commonwealth essay.
She: how did u managed to find me?
Me: she says you will be having lunch.
Bell rings
She: now I have lessons.
Me: oh
She: you are the rep?
Me: uh-huh
She: You have lessons now?
Me: Ya.
She: Only one class having lessons in an LT?
Before I could answer, we already reach LT5 and she was in front of me.
Well, she walks real fast.
Apparently, she was eager to go for her lessons, on the other hand, I was not-so-eager to get back to class.
Then I looked at the clock.
I had managed to find her within 10 mins.
Mrs chng was surprised.
So was I.
Currently i'm also having a bout of bad luck.
chem pre-spa. skill D score 1/8, 2/8, 0/8
I lost my GP times and prelim papers and file.
I have no idea where it went. thought it was always in the locker.
and i disseminate wrong info about what to bring for gp to shuiyong and hoe seng. paiseh. :-P
// dont make people to go against their will //
// my motto //
Today mrs chng sent me on a strange errand
Find a person in 0905
And I don’t know who is she and what she look like
I thought I would need the rest of the periods to find her
Moreover, my phone battery died on me so I couldnt find help
Since its during her break, it would be even harder to find
She could be in the canteen ordering food or eating or at the ohana or outside audi or mugging in some classroom or at the library or reading room, or in the nexus or even in the toilet
Great…
I was at the canteen when I saw my saviour, ho ying
It suddenly came to my mind that shes from 09.
Seeing that she was packing her bag, looking ready to leave, I almost ran towards her
She directed me to the girl sitting alone on a bench, her eyes glued to the edu tv.
I waved at her, trying to catch her attention.
Just then, I saw some guys seated at the table behind her giving me strange looks.
No idea why.
I asked to confirm her identity and told her mrs chng wanted to see her.
Mrs WAD? She asked.
Me: mrs chng
She: who is she?
Me: my gp tutor.
In fact, in less than the 2 mins or so, she shot at me several questions.
She: See me for wad?
Me: I have no idea.
She: I hope its not that I have to write some commonwealth essay.
She: how did u managed to find me?
Me: she says you will be having lunch.
Bell rings
She: now I have lessons.
Me: oh
She: you are the rep?
Me: uh-huh
She: You have lessons now?
Me: Ya.
She: Only one class having lessons in an LT?
Before I could answer, we already reach LT5 and she was in front of me.
Well, she walks real fast.
Apparently, she was eager to go for her lessons, on the other hand, I was not-so-eager to get back to class.
Then I looked at the clock.
I had managed to find her within 10 mins.
Mrs chng was surprised.
So was I.
Currently i'm also having a bout of bad luck.
chem pre-spa. skill D score 1/8, 2/8, 0/8
I lost my GP times and prelim papers and file.
I have no idea where it went. thought it was always in the locker.
and i disseminate wrong info about what to bring for gp to shuiyong and hoe seng. paiseh. :-P
Friday, February 24, 2006
//Sunny//
wow.
harmo practices are getting more n more intensive!
until 7+ lah
It's such a big change from last year
when it was quite slack
but it's ok...
can crap more with lyn and bel...haha
ok, we don't talk crap!
What's wrong with me har?
Anyway, many people say my last few entries are depressing...
well, my prayers are answered...
suddenly got this career guide selling.
And i just had a grab a copy...
Ok, i promise to be more inspiring in future..
yea. that's the way.
wow.
harmo practices are getting more n more intensive!
until 7+ lah
It's such a big change from last year
when it was quite slack
but it's ok...
can crap more with lyn and bel...haha
ok, we don't talk crap!
What's wrong with me har?
Anyway, many people say my last few entries are depressing...
well, my prayers are answered...
suddenly got this career guide selling.
And i just had a grab a copy...
Ok, i promise to be more inspiring in future..
yea. that's the way.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
What is your problem?
I kept asking myself...
Losing interest in sch?
No friends?
Lousy teachers?
JC is not your cup of tea?
Or just plain stupid?
Silence...
Nothingness...
My words just fade into the background
No answer.
No echo.
This time round, silence is NOT golden.
Its due to a mixture of fear, intimidation, confusion.
So the career test did enlighten me, teething...
And i've decided to buy the straits times career guide to see what kind of occupation suits me
and whether i can make it
But i "you xin wu li"...
"li bu cong xin"
haiz~
Some more...
I began to fear the a-lvls
I realised.
From the 2nd intake last year till now...
I've never gotten even a B grade in ANY of my TESTs or EXAMs for ANY subject.
I've never been so DEAD before.
That time the Maths target setting form..
I still dare to put A for my a-lvls
well done...I
'm just waiting to meet my DOOM.
So what if I've dropped Econs?
Time and tide waits for no man.
Should not have taken right from the start.
Perhaps I have over-estimate my abilitiesIts too late.
Maybe if I had taken 3 subs right from the start, things may have been different.
Perhaps...
From primary schoolS...then secondary schoolS
NO teacher has ever need to tell me to buck up.
now...firstly, last year chio tells me that maybe i'm not putting in enough effort
How much is considered enough?
And also... maybe my method of studying is wrong.
maybe discussing qns with my classmates will help.
maybe I had needed time to adapt...
So...it has been like, a year.
Excuses made last year cannot be recycled this year.
They have exceeded their validity date.
This year ms goh ask me...why are you not getting an A?
I stunned...
I quickly replied that I have never even gotten a B.
An A grade to me is like..so far and yet so far..near infinity.
Stress mounting up high.
Push yourself hard, she says
I nodded.
You have to try to get close to A, then get A, so that u can know the feeling
I said, yes, I'll try.
But there is this significantly louder voice within me that says:
Are you sure you can do it?
The words kept whirling through my mind.
And all my past failures,
be it academic or everyday-related,
keeps reeling..
like films..
in my head.
Now I ask myself...I
s it a psychological barrier?
Or is it plain stupidness?
Silence repeats itself.
P.S. on a lighter note, I don't know how to tag mt's blog and teehting, please meet up with us to collect your prezzieS!
I kept asking myself...
Losing interest in sch?
No friends?
Lousy teachers?
JC is not your cup of tea?
Or just plain stupid?
Silence...
Nothingness...
My words just fade into the background
No answer.
No echo.
This time round, silence is NOT golden.
Its due to a mixture of fear, intimidation, confusion.
So the career test did enlighten me, teething...
And i've decided to buy the straits times career guide to see what kind of occupation suits me
and whether i can make it
But i "you xin wu li"...
"li bu cong xin"
haiz~
Some more...
I began to fear the a-lvls
I realised.
From the 2nd intake last year till now...
I've never gotten even a B grade in ANY of my TESTs or EXAMs for ANY subject.
I've never been so DEAD before.
That time the Maths target setting form..
I still dare to put A for my a-lvls
well done...I
'm just waiting to meet my DOOM.
So what if I've dropped Econs?
Time and tide waits for no man.
Should not have taken right from the start.
Perhaps I have over-estimate my abilitiesIts too late.
Maybe if I had taken 3 subs right from the start, things may have been different.
Perhaps...
From primary schoolS...then secondary schoolS
NO teacher has ever need to tell me to buck up.
now...firstly, last year chio tells me that maybe i'm not putting in enough effort
How much is considered enough?
And also... maybe my method of studying is wrong.
maybe discussing qns with my classmates will help.
maybe I had needed time to adapt...
So...it has been like, a year.
Excuses made last year cannot be recycled this year.
They have exceeded their validity date.
This year ms goh ask me...why are you not getting an A?
I stunned...
I quickly replied that I have never even gotten a B.
An A grade to me is like..so far and yet so far..near infinity.
Stress mounting up high.
Push yourself hard, she says
I nodded.
You have to try to get close to A, then get A, so that u can know the feeling
I said, yes, I'll try.
But there is this significantly louder voice within me that says:
Are you sure you can do it?
The words kept whirling through my mind.
And all my past failures,
be it academic or everyday-related,
keeps reeling..
like films..
in my head.
Now I ask myself...I
s it a psychological barrier?
Or is it plain stupidness?
Silence repeats itself.
P.S. on a lighter note, I don't know how to tag mt's blog and teehting, please meet up with us to collect your prezzieS!
Friday, February 17, 2006
| You Should Learn Spanish |
 |
What Language Should You Learn?
| Your Career Type: Investigative |
 You would make an excellent: Architect - Biologist - ChemistDentist - Electrical Technician - MathematicianMedical Technician - Meteorologist - PharmacistPhysician - Surveyor - Veterinarian The worst career options for your are enterprising careers, like lawyer or real estate agent. |
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
 You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
The Five Factor Personality Test
Saturday, February 11, 2006
// the weather is hot, the wind cold//
I dunno what to do with my own life.
Sound stupid? It probably is.
Everybody that I know knows what they want.
Business, biotech, engineering, accountancy...whatvever.
But why am I LOST?
sometimes I think I need a BREAK.
And learn meditation and meditate for 3 days so that i will come into conscious knowing what I want.
Crazy.
But no kidding.
I dunno what to do with my own life.
Sound stupid? It probably is.
Everybody that I know knows what they want.
Business, biotech, engineering, accountancy...whatvever.
But why am I LOST?
sometimes I think I need a BREAK.
And learn meditation and meditate for 3 days so that i will come into conscious knowing what I want.
Crazy.
But no kidding.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
//sunny!//
haiya..
I had thought "memoirs of a geisha" would be a nice show to watch.
The conclusion christy n grace n me got was that this is a jap's wartime portrayal of present-day DOMs in s'pore hankering over young china girls.
haha.
btw, i think it should be rated nc-12
Cuz a young child was crying when ziyi zhang (that's what the westerners call her) was forcibly undo her kimono
ok. some parts of the movie left me fuming mad. maybe we should take comfort that we live in present-day s'pore where women are treated with respect..
CNY is soon gonna be over.
so sad.
nevermind i still have my new year goodies to eat.
yea!
this year i didnt go malaysia because no coach tickets! ='(
but i went to the Istana...1st time ok
then my mum got to shake hands with the president.
wow.
i know i should start to study now but i feel like an engine without oil. stuck.
Stuck in the grey area between the possible and impossible.
In other words, lost.
where should i start from?
today i went to a blk 11 toilet and there was some paper stuck behind the doors which says something like...
"start with the neccessary, then the possible then achieve the impossible..."
ya. something like that.
i want to do something like that.
but time do not permits.
haiya..
I had thought "memoirs of a geisha" would be a nice show to watch.
The conclusion christy n grace n me got was that this is a jap's wartime portrayal of present-day DOMs in s'pore hankering over young china girls.
haha.
btw, i think it should be rated nc-12
Cuz a young child was crying when ziyi zhang (that's what the westerners call her) was forcibly undo her kimono
ok. some parts of the movie left me fuming mad. maybe we should take comfort that we live in present-day s'pore where women are treated with respect..
CNY is soon gonna be over.
so sad.
nevermind i still have my new year goodies to eat.
yea!
this year i didnt go malaysia because no coach tickets! ='(
but i went to the Istana...1st time ok
then my mum got to shake hands with the president.
wow.
i know i should start to study now but i feel like an engine without oil. stuck.
Stuck in the grey area between the possible and impossible.
In other words, lost.
where should i start from?
today i went to a blk 11 toilet and there was some paper stuck behind the doors which says something like...
"start with the neccessary, then the possible then achieve the impossible..."
ya. something like that.
i want to do something like that.
but time do not permits.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
// heng- it stopped raining after i got off the bus //
Last week was a "suay" week for me.
Mon- got burnt during chem pract
Wed- idiotic people totally irritates me! feel like wacking people!
Fri-hearing the same old preach from different teachers totally make me sian.
btw, i made a small pile playing poker during cny...
haha.
if not that i got gp homework to do, i wld have made an even bigger pile..
aiya. cny hols r over so soon.
time to buck up!!
i noe u dun wish to hear the same old preach from teachers again and again.
oops. talking to myself.
Last week was a "suay" week for me.
Mon- got burnt during chem pract
Wed- idiotic people totally irritates me! feel like wacking people!
Fri-hearing the same old preach from different teachers totally make me sian.
btw, i made a small pile playing poker during cny...
haha.
if not that i got gp homework to do, i wld have made an even bigger pile..
aiya. cny hols r over so soon.
time to buck up!!
i noe u dun wish to hear the same old preach from teachers again and again.
oops. talking to myself.
Monday, January 30, 2006
| Your Personality Is |
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things. |
The Three Question Personality Test
| Your Power Color Is Teal |
 You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?" |
| Your Personality Profile |
 A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.You are good natured and people enjoy your company.You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you. |
The World's Shortest Personality Test
| Your IQ Is 100 |
 Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Average |
A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
| You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish |
| Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |
How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howboyishorgirlishareyouquiz/">How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
| You Should Be A Cancer |
 What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatsignshouldyoubequiz/">What Sign Should You Be?
Friday, January 13, 2006
// wah! i finally see the Sun! //
This week has been very hectic...
Homework n homework n harmo...
1st performance at the CCA carnival!
but i dunnoe how well/bad we played
and this CO guy mistook us for J1s and begged us to take his flyers...
wth!
And aftnn PE is terrible...
i tot i almost fainted...ok, i'm exaggerating abit..
ok now i got a phobia of climbing stairs..
not any stairs, but the stairs at BLK 11!
i tink sch life is gaining its momentum and progressing forward...
so is CCA...
concerts n SLs
A-lvls..
life is not gonna be easy...
hang in there...
TICKLE TEST RESULTS
hu/m/n, you are Left-brained
Most left-brained people like you feel at ease in situations requiring verbal ability, attention to detail, and linear, analytical ability. Whether you know it or not, you are a much stronger written communicator than many, able to get your ideas across better than others. It's also likely that you are methodical and efficient at many things that you do. You could also be good at math, particularly algebra, which is based on very strict rules that make sense to your logical mind.
wad's this? i'm left-handed n left-brained?
Possible?
This week has been very hectic...
Homework n homework n harmo...
1st performance at the CCA carnival!
but i dunnoe how well/bad we played
and this CO guy mistook us for J1s and begged us to take his flyers...
wth!
And aftnn PE is terrible...
i tot i almost fainted...ok, i'm exaggerating abit..
ok now i got a phobia of climbing stairs..
not any stairs, but the stairs at BLK 11!
i tink sch life is gaining its momentum and progressing forward...
so is CCA...
concerts n SLs
A-lvls..
life is not gonna be easy...
hang in there...
TICKLE TEST RESULTS
hu/m/n, you are Left-brained
Most left-brained people like you feel at ease in situations requiring verbal ability, attention to detail, and linear, analytical ability. Whether you know it or not, you are a much stronger written communicator than many, able to get your ideas across better than others. It's also likely that you are methodical and efficient at many things that you do. You could also be good at math, particularly algebra, which is based on very strict rules that make sense to your logical mind.
wad's this? i'm left-handed n left-brained?
Possible?
Sunday, January 08, 2006
//Rained all day//
haven blogged for a while...
trying to finish the heap of hol hmwk w/o success...
aha. change is constant.
we muz adapt to changes.
1st wk in sch...
nth much to say lah...
i lyk the clzroom lor..
got air-con...
and is quite clean...
conducive for learning bah, i sld say..
tchers kept making our new-yr resolutions for us...
lyk...muz talk less nonsense, be more serious...
aiya..
to mark the beginning of this muggy year...
lets put a nerdy msn..
haha
haven blogged for a while...
trying to finish the heap of hol hmwk w/o success...
aha. change is constant.
we muz adapt to changes.
1st wk in sch...
nth much to say lah...
i lyk the clzroom lor..
got air-con...
and is quite clean...
conducive for learning bah, i sld say..
tchers kept making our new-yr resolutions for us...
lyk...muz talk less nonsense, be more serious...
aiya..
to mark the beginning of this muggy year...
lets put a nerdy msn..
haha
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
//back fr msia//
Rules of the Game:
1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment you are tagged in the tagboard and tell them to read your blog.
Let the game start!!!
1. It is possible for me not to talk to the person who sat beside me for the whole year.
2. It is impossible for me to slp without my hankerchief.
3. Things/People that are scary/disgusting fill me with awe and suspense.
4. I am Xtremely tolerant. (no kidding)
5. I scare people alot of times unintentionally when they say i appear out of nowhere or walk without any sound.
i want christy, wei qi, mei ting, lynette and serene!!
Rules of the Game:
1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment you are tagged in the tagboard and tell them to read your blog.
Let the game start!!!
1. It is possible for me not to talk to the person who sat beside me for the whole year.
2. It is impossible for me to slp without my hankerchief.
3. Things/People that are scary/disgusting fill me with awe and suspense.
4. I am Xtremely tolerant. (no kidding)
5. I scare people alot of times unintentionally when they say i appear out of nowhere or walk without any sound.
i want christy, wei qi, mei ting, lynette and serene!!
Monday, December 19, 2005
You're an INFP
INFP
You focus deeply on your values and devote your life to chasing ideals... you often draw people together around a common purpose and work to find a place for each person within the group. You're creative and seek new ideas and possibilities. You quietly push for what's important to you, and rarely give up. You might be somewhat gentle or have a good sense of humor, you could be hard to get to know and overlooked by others...you like to make the world more in line with your vision of perfection.
If you're a teenager, you probably have a bit of a rebellious streak. You might argue with others who hold different values than yourself..you probably have a small close-knit group of friends...you can relax around these pals and be pretty entertaining, since you see the world in a different and special way... that's why your posts on the Storm Palace are so great!
Inner harmony is the most important thing to you. You're sensitive and loyal. You have a strong sense of honor concerning your personal values. You'd rather communicate your feelings in writing...
You do best in a flexible situation where the teacher/collegue takes a personal interest in you...you like to interact with your peers, but not TOO much ...you have both creativity and flexibility, and you like that about yourself....you don't get bogged down by details...your job must be fun and it must be meaningful to you....you don't wanna feel conspicuous so you'll sell yourself short just to avoid the spotlight...
You can be a gentle and subtle leader...being indirect and inclusive of others...you don't confront people head-on, but rather work with 'em to get the job done....you lead with your values in mind and let these guide you...you don't like conflict, so you don't confront situations directly.. you'd rather wait for a situation to work itself out....
Leisure and kickin' back is really important to you. sometimes it is hard to separate work from play, huh? when you find a new recreational pursuit, you do a lot of reading up on it...most of your leisure things are done alone, like reading, listening to music, and even BBSing....when you want to be sociable, you can be very charming and outgoing..
Love is a very deep commitment to you...it's not easily attained...you probably pick out flaws or are disappointed when he or she doesn't match up to your ideal as to what love should be like...first dates are very well set up to make sure everything is taken care of so it can be "just right." you might have a hard time sharing feelings about others...you tell so many feelings inside that you forget to tell your partner that you love 'em or whatever....
If the relationship goes bad, you take it to heart, but probably don't tell many others about it....you have a tendency to overreact, huh? Other things to watch for...don't get so caught up in your dreams that you don't consider others' points-of-view...you might not adjust your vision to the facts of a situation...you may need a "reality check" once in a while... also, don't try to please everyone and be so hesitant to criticize... don't delay projects 'cause you're holding out for perfection...it's not gonna come...don't get overly critical because no one matches your perfect ideals... you could lash out and it could get ugly.
INFP: "I Never Find Perfection"
INFP
You focus deeply on your values and devote your life to chasing ideals... you often draw people together around a common purpose and work to find a place for each person within the group. You're creative and seek new ideas and possibilities. You quietly push for what's important to you, and rarely give up. You might be somewhat gentle or have a good sense of humor, you could be hard to get to know and overlooked by others...you like to make the world more in line with your vision of perfection.
If you're a teenager, you probably have a bit of a rebellious streak. You might argue with others who hold different values than yourself..you probably have a small close-knit group of friends...you can relax around these pals and be pretty entertaining, since you see the world in a different and special way... that's why your posts on the Storm Palace are so great!
Inner harmony is the most important thing to you. You're sensitive and loyal. You have a strong sense of honor concerning your personal values. You'd rather communicate your feelings in writing...
You do best in a flexible situation where the teacher/collegue takes a personal interest in you...you like to interact with your peers, but not TOO much ...you have both creativity and flexibility, and you like that about yourself....you don't get bogged down by details...your job must be fun and it must be meaningful to you....you don't wanna feel conspicuous so you'll sell yourself short just to avoid the spotlight...
You can be a gentle and subtle leader...being indirect and inclusive of others...you don't confront people head-on, but rather work with 'em to get the job done....you lead with your values in mind and let these guide you...you don't like conflict, so you don't confront situations directly.. you'd rather wait for a situation to work itself out....
Leisure and kickin' back is really important to you. sometimes it is hard to separate work from play, huh? when you find a new recreational pursuit, you do a lot of reading up on it...most of your leisure things are done alone, like reading, listening to music, and even BBSing....when you want to be sociable, you can be very charming and outgoing..
Love is a very deep commitment to you...it's not easily attained...you probably pick out flaws or are disappointed when he or she doesn't match up to your ideal as to what love should be like...first dates are very well set up to make sure everything is taken care of so it can be "just right." you might have a hard time sharing feelings about others...you tell so many feelings inside that you forget to tell your partner that you love 'em or whatever....
If the relationship goes bad, you take it to heart, but probably don't tell many others about it....you have a tendency to overreact, huh? Other things to watch for...don't get so caught up in your dreams that you don't consider others' points-of-view...you might not adjust your vision to the facts of a situation...you may need a "reality check" once in a while... also, don't try to please everyone and be so hesitant to criticize... don't delay projects 'cause you're holding out for perfection...it's not gonna come...don't get overly critical because no one matches your perfect ideals... you could lash out and it could get ugly.
INFP: "I Never Find Perfection"
//Looks like it's gonna rain//
haha.
i'm now in m'sia.
so qiao...i actually met shi min they all at the msia custom..last fri
i nv imagine to see them there, man.
some more they also take the malacca-singapore express.
but diff bus.
then got a break halfway and i saw them again.
turned out they're gg to zi shuo's hse in malacca to stay...erm until today...
there's shi min, yun hui, kitson, wei liang, li rong and zi shuo...
aha..
me and shu bin was discussing how far we've drifted fr sec 4 clzmates..
plus she told me her fun experience during her stint at mt alvernia hospital...
lucky her...
haha.
i'm now in m'sia.
so qiao...i actually met shi min they all at the msia custom..last fri
i nv imagine to see them there, man.
some more they also take the malacca-singapore express.
but diff bus.
then got a break halfway and i saw them again.
turned out they're gg to zi shuo's hse in malacca to stay...erm until today...
there's shi min, yun hui, kitson, wei liang, li rong and zi shuo...
aha..
me and shu bin was discussing how far we've drifted fr sec 4 clzmates..
plus she told me her fun experience during her stint at mt alvernia hospital...
lucky her...
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
 Dear Santa...Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last week I attended Overall, I've been doing good (+4800 points). For Christmas I deserve loads of prezzies!! Sincerely, |
//Embrace the fiery sun!//
No matter what anyone say, I'm not going to do cip tml!
The past 2 days was already a trauma...
I realized that kids are juz a pain in the neck!
It's gd tt my sis is not a small kid already
Or else I surely cant tahan her.
Things I've learnt abt kids…
Kids- a species that is in its most curious stage…
Divided into 2 main types:
Small boys- cute appearance but in fact, a huge pain… always in search of dinosaur-related books…PLEASE dun ever ask me where those books are!
Small girls- cute too, perhaps, less of a pain but the screams and high-pitched laughter is a sure killer…mostly fans of Mr. Midnight series, which I cant imagine where they are…
Ok…I concede…I was once like that too…
The worst are the parents.
I dunnoe where the hell are the Harry Potter books!
The children’s section looked as though it was rummaged…
And stop trying to read to your kids some horrible facts-filled books.
They are NOT interested.
Today I was N0T planning to do cip
Supposed to meet Serene and Shubin
Haiz~ in the end decide to meet nx wk
Speaking of which, I'm going to step out of Spore!
Gonna have my passport stamped!
I'm gg to msia!
Yea!
Ok, maybe it doesn't sound that great after all…
But I'm desperate…
That’s why…
Thursday, December 08, 2005
// perspiring in the ugly pe tee//
decided that i better update my blog..
urgh!
today i was beaten at bowling AGAIN!
i swallowed 3 eggs-if u noe wad i mean
anyway...that's not stopping me!
nxt time u guys go bowling muz call me also...
anyway...the main thing today was service learning..
ok.. juz say that it is to "encourage" sec4 people to come to aj and to noe more abt jc life
aha..
6/500+ was the attendance..
great.
(lynette, thanks for consoling me-ahaha)
the only girl in the grp seem to go along well with me..mayb cuz i lived in wdls and she IS living there now..
er- except that she was dying to noe abt aj and i wasnt so "dying" to share abt aj..
her 1st choice is aj and i wish her all the best and not suffer the same fate as me..er-hem
decided that i better update my blog..
urgh!
today i was beaten at bowling AGAIN!
i swallowed 3 eggs-if u noe wad i mean
anyway...that's not stopping me!
nxt time u guys go bowling muz call me also...
anyway...the main thing today was service learning..
ok.. juz say that it is to "encourage" sec4 people to come to aj and to noe more abt jc life
aha..
6/500+ was the attendance..
great.
(lynette, thanks for consoling me-ahaha)
the only girl in the grp seem to go along well with me..mayb cuz i lived in wdls and she IS living there now..
er- except that she was dying to noe abt aj and i wasnt so "dying" to share abt aj..
her 1st choice is aj and i wish her all the best and not suffer the same fate as me..er-hem
Monday, December 05, 2005
//windy//
yea. so windy until my bloody red sec2 clz tee flew off.
it gained freedom, flying all around...
until it got caught on the third floor's ledge..
i hope i can recovered it.
anyway, for all of ya who lyk uncle C...
after the chanting session ytd, he decided to stick ard wif my family and den we met another aunty who also wanted to stick wif us (see? my family is so popular!)
den all of us went to eat at a nearby rundown coffee shop.
uncle C asked my father: Can 5-cent coins be use in Singapore?
of course my dad answered: yes, why?
uncle C: oh..because i got scolded by a drink stall holder last time.
i was thinking...
how can people look down on a 5-cent coin? it's still, after all, money.
den we found out why.
turned out uncle C used 20-30 five cent coins to pay for a drink...
and the stall holder said: *** nxt time u come and buy drinks from me, i shall return u this kind of money!
and by the sound of his first question to my dad, it seems as though he still do not get the picture.
haha- this is NOT a lame joke. should be classified as non-fiction.
yea. so windy until my bloody red sec2 clz tee flew off.
it gained freedom, flying all around...
until it got caught on the third floor's ledge..
i hope i can recovered it.
anyway, for all of ya who lyk uncle C...
after the chanting session ytd, he decided to stick ard wif my family and den we met another aunty who also wanted to stick wif us (see? my family is so popular!)
den all of us went to eat at a nearby rundown coffee shop.
uncle C asked my father: Can 5-cent coins be use in Singapore?
of course my dad answered: yes, why?
uncle C: oh..because i got scolded by a drink stall holder last time.
i was thinking...
how can people look down on a 5-cent coin? it's still, after all, money.
den we found out why.
turned out uncle C used 20-30 five cent coins to pay for a drink...
and the stall holder said: *** nxt time u come and buy drinks from me, i shall return u this kind of money!
and by the sound of his first question to my dad, it seems as though he still do not get the picture.
haha- this is NOT a lame joke. should be classified as non-fiction.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
//Cloudy//
yup
monday i went to watch harry potter...
me and weiqi
meiting watch already mah...with dunno hu worx...=P
i was late lah..(sorry, wq)
hmm...now that i tink of it, that day was'nt so smooth-sailing, huh..
firstly, the 2.55pm show was SOLD OUT!
den wq had to do "new year shopping" (juz joking)
but couldnt find all the things she wanted.
den the S&K blouse oso dun have the size she wanted
haha...
wicked...
anyway, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire the movie wasnt as interesting as the book
maybe the director isnt as gd as the Mexican director in the prisoner of Azkaban...
Or it may be bcuz i was quite uncomfortable in the Cathay seats..
wadeva it is
the only good thing was the actors and actresses
by this, i'm referring to Daniel Radcliff's show of harry's more emotional side. when he cried for cedric.
and Rupert Grint's funny acts
and Emma Watson's arrogance
of course, the movie, unlike what many critics say, did not scare the hell out of me.
we couldnt even see Ralph Fiennes...only the eyes
unlike what critics say that his eyes are cold-blooded, i din even notice much about the eyes
i was too concentrated on his bald head...haha!
i was quite disappointed by the sight of Lord Voldemort
he looked juz like what aliens are portrayed in those sci-fi shows.
i guess, common muggles like us who have watch numerous sci-fi shows will not be awed by the Dark Lord's appearance.
i hope the nxt instalment will be better.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
//fine day//
yesterday...friday lah
went to amk library to do cip
haha.. slacked with bel at the indian section
found this gd hiding place
really tired wad
4hrs lei!
thurs i already back ache lah
cuz that day shelve children books
the children take more books from lower shelves lah
den i lyk have to bend down for hu noes how many times
but ytdy better...do YP section, chi, children and malay and even tamil books
no.. i nv take any third lang
only need see label wad
not the title
haha
tink tml not gg 4e3 outing...
have to bring my sis c xms
hope she'll want go there
ya.
p.s. thanks val for the be-be-belated pres...love it!
and last time i forgot to thank lynette and bel also...thanks!
yesterday...friday lah
went to amk library to do cip
haha.. slacked with bel at the indian section
found this gd hiding place
really tired wad
4hrs lei!
thurs i already back ache lah
cuz that day shelve children books
the children take more books from lower shelves lah
den i lyk have to bend down for hu noes how many times
but ytdy better...do YP section, chi, children and malay and even tamil books
no.. i nv take any third lang
only need see label wad
not the title
haha
tink tml not gg 4e3 outing...
have to bring my sis c xms
hope she'll want go there
ya.
p.s. thanks val for the be-be-belated pres...love it!
and last time i forgot to thank lynette and bel also...thanks!
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
// Rain, rain, go away, never come back again//-sun- 20/11
So sick of the rain.
Anyway, I went to hougang mall with my family in the evening.
Me and my sis wanted to soak up the “pasar malam” atmosphere so my parents decided that they’ll first go and “book” places at a kopitiam.
As me and my sis were approaching the night market, a teenager whose dressing was quite hip appeared out of nowhere, shocking the both of us.
She asked me to buy a donation ticket and I said I don’t have enough $.
And then she thought that I need more convincing and kept pestering me, but I kept refusing, and even said sorry to her.
She still didn’t get my idea so I walked faster.
Turned out, I guess she has longer legs than mine!
That was the last straw, I said “ I don’t have any money so do my sis!”
Finally she got off my back.
Really, this is an open society. One should not be compelled to doante.
Please, I do not meant to be rude to that person but people who really have the means and heart to donate do not need to have much convincing.
But I have the heart but not the means.
And I do not mean it as an excuse.
So, the next time you do some donation ticket sales or flag day, please do not pester people. If people say no, the chances are, they really mean it. Anymore “convincing” will only put them off. Ask politely and thank them even if they refuse. This is the way to a more acceptable society.
So sick of the rain.
Anyway, I went to hougang mall with my family in the evening.
Me and my sis wanted to soak up the “pasar malam” atmosphere so my parents decided that they’ll first go and “book” places at a kopitiam.
As me and my sis were approaching the night market, a teenager whose dressing was quite hip appeared out of nowhere, shocking the both of us.
She asked me to buy a donation ticket and I said I don’t have enough $.
And then she thought that I need more convincing and kept pestering me, but I kept refusing, and even said sorry to her.
She still didn’t get my idea so I walked faster.
Turned out, I guess she has longer legs than mine!
That was the last straw, I said “ I don’t have any money so do my sis!”
Finally she got off my back.
Really, this is an open society. One should not be compelled to doante.
Please, I do not meant to be rude to that person but people who really have the means and heart to donate do not need to have much convincing.
But I have the heart but not the means.
And I do not mean it as an excuse.
So, the next time you do some donation ticket sales or flag day, please do not pester people. If people say no, the chances are, they really mean it. Anymore “convincing” will only put them off. Ask politely and thank them even if they refuse. This is the way to a more acceptable society.
// STILL rainy// - sat- 19/11
Went to Pei Hwa Sec.
For wad? – you asked.
Since I’m totally unrelated to this sch. – you reasoned.
Well, for my sis’s sake.
The PSLE results are gonna to be released 24/11.
After that, she’ll have to choose six schools.
5 yrs ago, during my time, there was no such thing as getting the results first b4 choosing the schs.
Mine choice- riverside- was based solely on my own gut feeling.
And I never go for which sch’s open house- to check out.
In the end, I still made the right choice
So wad’s the big deal?
Btw, in order not to bore readers of my blog – if any, that is.
Let me share a story.
Real-life.
Non-fiction.
Ok, it’s not scary.
One of my father’s friend visited our flat last Sat. I guess it is sort-of a farewell since he is leaving for Beijing for good –I hope so.
Ok. Till now u might get the idea that I don’t have a good impression of that uncle, but that’s not true. That fact is that he is going back to his already- divorced wife in China.
He of course, still loved that woman a lot and didn’t care about the past. But his many friends, including my parents are still distrustful.
But that is not the important thing.- I’m getting out of point.
It was a hot day so my mum cut some fruits to serve our guest.
Initially, she brought a whole bowl of papayas to that uncle and thought that he would only take a piece, since my father, aunty, me and my sis haven eaten any yet.
Who knows, that uncle- uncle C- I shall call him.
Took the whole bowl of papayas and devoured it.
At that point in time, my mum was fretting. – how? The others haven eaten yet-
So she took a whole bunch of bananas and tried to offer them to uncle C.
But he refused the bananas politely and continued to devour the papayas innocently.
But my mum was not one who would give up so easily- she was determined to get back the papayas.
She then took a whole box of kuihs- which my aunt bought- and offered them again to uncle C.
Uncle C did not detect anything was amiss and even thought my mum was too generous.
In the end, he said “ no need, no need, the weather so hot, must eat more papayas, I eat papayas can liao”
So you can imagine my mum’s “horror”
Haha.
And my mum even thought nobody discovered her embarrassment.
Well- one person- my father did.
He pretended to be glued to the TV.
So when he recounted the story, there were lots of laughter.
Moral of the story: when visiting other people’s place, eat in moderation!
Went to Pei Hwa Sec.
For wad? – you asked.
Since I’m totally unrelated to this sch. – you reasoned.
Well, for my sis’s sake.
The PSLE results are gonna to be released 24/11.
After that, she’ll have to choose six schools.
5 yrs ago, during my time, there was no such thing as getting the results first b4 choosing the schs.
Mine choice- riverside- was based solely on my own gut feeling.
And I never go for which sch’s open house- to check out.
In the end, I still made the right choice
So wad’s the big deal?
Btw, in order not to bore readers of my blog – if any, that is.
Let me share a story.
Real-life.
Non-fiction.
Ok, it’s not scary.
One of my father’s friend visited our flat last Sat. I guess it is sort-of a farewell since he is leaving for Beijing for good –I hope so.
Ok. Till now u might get the idea that I don’t have a good impression of that uncle, but that’s not true. That fact is that he is going back to his already- divorced wife in China.
He of course, still loved that woman a lot and didn’t care about the past. But his many friends, including my parents are still distrustful.
But that is not the important thing.- I’m getting out of point.
It was a hot day so my mum cut some fruits to serve our guest.
Initially, she brought a whole bowl of papayas to that uncle and thought that he would only take a piece, since my father, aunty, me and my sis haven eaten any yet.
Who knows, that uncle- uncle C- I shall call him.
Took the whole bowl of papayas and devoured it.
At that point in time, my mum was fretting. – how? The others haven eaten yet-
So she took a whole bunch of bananas and tried to offer them to uncle C.
But he refused the bananas politely and continued to devour the papayas innocently.
But my mum was not one who would give up so easily- she was determined to get back the papayas.
She then took a whole box of kuihs- which my aunt bought- and offered them again to uncle C.
Uncle C did not detect anything was amiss and even thought my mum was too generous.
In the end, he said “ no need, no need, the weather so hot, must eat more papayas, I eat papayas can liao”
So you can imagine my mum’s “horror”
Haha.
And my mum even thought nobody discovered her embarrassment.
Well- one person- my father did.
He pretended to be glued to the TV.
So when he recounted the story, there were lots of laughter.
Moral of the story: when visiting other people’s place, eat in moderation!
// Dark and Rainy //- fri- 18/11
Yesterday I went for harmo pract.
Haiyo… die liao la. I cant play anything except the first and last note.
~omg
how am I going to live thru the concert next yr.
To me, In order to play a musical instrument well, u need to have the talent and practice.
Both of which I dun have.
But I think I have the never-say-die spirit.
I shall practice MORE…
“勤能补拙” 嘛!
After that went to pass up pw stuff.
Who knows for wad?
Anyway, I went to meet weizi at yck to go for job interviews tgt.
If everything goes well, weizi should be getting a customer svc job at mycds
I landed a job as chi-eng translator. But I guess I wont be able to go for it.
Tt’s y I’m in low spirits.
Nvm. 东家不打， 打西家。
Believe, believe…
Anyway me and weizi had a gd time at Chinatown.
It has pretty exotic finds and makes people wonder how the seemingly-deserted shops can survive.
Fei zai cher siew rice was nice. Except that it has some fatty meat which instills guilt in many, yet proved to be irresistible.
Haha.
Yesterday I went for harmo pract.
Haiyo… die liao la. I cant play anything except the first and last note.
~omg
how am I going to live thru the concert next yr.
To me, In order to play a musical instrument well, u need to have the talent and practice.
Both of which I dun have.
But I think I have the never-say-die spirit.
I shall practice MORE…
“勤能补拙” 嘛!
After that went to pass up pw stuff.
Who knows for wad?
Anyway, I went to meet weizi at yck to go for job interviews tgt.
If everything goes well, weizi should be getting a customer svc job at mycds
I landed a job as chi-eng translator. But I guess I wont be able to go for it.
Tt’s y I’m in low spirits.
Nvm. 东家不打， 打西家。
Believe, believe…
Anyway me and weizi had a gd time at Chinatown.
It has pretty exotic finds and makes people wonder how the seemingly-deserted shops can survive.
Fei zai cher siew rice was nice. Except that it has some fatty meat which instills guilt in many, yet proved to be irresistible.
Haha.
Friday, November 18, 2005
// sunny!//
haiz...quite sian lah..
find dao job but cant do.
over-protective parents.
u get the idea- uh-huh.
there's nothing i can do if they are not convinced that i have grown up.
feeling quite sick also.
haiz.
i dun wan to be a person who lives off her parents.
i dun wan to rely on my parents too much.
i dun the world to waste resources on me, since i'm not contributing to the society.
i want to work.
i shall find a decent hol job.
i shall not be looked down upon by my family.
and i shall prove it.
YEA! that's the spirit.
yes. i have the right mindset.
haiz...quite sian lah..
find dao job but cant do.
over-protective parents.
u get the idea- uh-huh.
there's nothing i can do if they are not convinced that i have grown up.
feeling quite sick also.
haiz.
i dun wan to be a person who lives off her parents.
i dun wan to rely on my parents too much.
i dun the world to waste resources on me, since i'm not contributing to the society.
i want to work.
i shall find a decent hol job.
i shall not be looked down upon by my family.
and i shall prove it.
YEA! that's the spirit.
yes. i have the right mindset.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
!! SuNnY!!
Today got the CDP- character development programme
Translation: listening to crap
Actually I thought of not going… but den, stay home also got nothing much to do, so I went lor… to pass time you see.
Haiz. My plan of finding a holiday job practically went to naught.
“ 17 huh? Eh… too young lah…”
“ Ok, thanks”
“Must work everyday wor… can you make it?”
“Er- no… one week got once or twice must go back to school” (for harmo ~argh!)
“Can you call back later… after 5pm?”
(after 5pm) “Can you call back tomorrow?”
~diaos…
What this?
Nothing is going in the right direction.
Which reminds me of the bowling session I had today.
Should gimme a prize for my courage, at least…~argh!
I’m lousy!!!
I must practise during this holiday!!!
Cannot throw face!!!
Yea! Jia you!
Role model:
Remy Ong ~omg, got so many things to do during holidays…
Come on, get a LIFE!
Today got the CDP- character development programme
Translation: listening to crap
Actually I thought of not going… but den, stay home also got nothing much to do, so I went lor… to pass time you see.
Haiz. My plan of finding a holiday job practically went to naught.
“ 17 huh? Eh… too young lah…”
“ Ok, thanks”
“Must work everyday wor… can you make it?”
“Er- no… one week got once or twice must go back to school” (for harmo ~argh!)
“Can you call back later… after 5pm?”
(after 5pm) “Can you call back tomorrow?”
~diaos…
What this?
Nothing is going in the right direction.
Which reminds me of the bowling session I had today.
Should gimme a prize for my courage, at least…~argh!
I’m lousy!!!
I must practise during this holiday!!!
Cannot throw face!!!
Yea! Jia you!
Role model:
Remy Ong ~omg, got so many things to do during holidays…
Come on, get a LIFE!
// Rain? No Rain? // - 14/11
ok, I thought it was going to rain…
It did. But it din even last 1/2 hour.
Went to the supposedly- class outing.
Ok… The Exorcism of Emily Rose was fantastic!!!
It is has an interesting plot, meaningful ending and the BEST part was the HORROR!!!
Supposedly to be a PG. But I think not many people can take it. Not as brave as me, mah.
Haha… made me think of someone who cuddled up, tried to cover her eyes and shut her ears. Pity man, missed the story. And she was surrounded by people lah. There was an empty seat beside me and I din even think of who “was sitting” there. (~ hee, juz kiddin’) Plus, in front of me got an empty seat also. Just nice, can enjoy w/o anybody blocking.
Let me “unveil” the story.
The movie started as a flashback…meaning Emily had already died. (as a result of a failed exorcism)
It mainly focuses on a court case between a counsel defending a priest alleged to have cause her death and a prosecutor on behalf of the people.
The HORROR part comes in when the description of Emily’s story was told by various witnesses.
And of course there was a disagreement because the parish community did not approve of the alleged priest testifying in court.
The movie is influential in the way that it made you believe that the cause of her death was because of demons. And not some illness.
Though at first I was paranoid about the priest’s story, the movie went on to make you believe it.
In the end, although a crucial evidence to win the case was lost, the counsel did her best in her closing statement.
It is a possibility that Emily was possessed by demons.
It is a possibility that some supernatural being touched Emily.
However, it is a fact that Father Moore loved Emily and tried his best to help her.
The prosecutor has presented facts that Emily had epilepsy, psychosis.
But…
Facts are mere facts. They do not allow for possibilities.
And of course it would be stupid if the case were to go a roundabout… that the jury would change 360- degree… just because of the counsel’s speech… w/o care for the hard facts presented in front of them.
Thus, the ending that the alleged priest was declared guilty but his sentence was the trial period is a win-win situation.
The audience are more than just a panel of jury…
After the movie, went to this Killiney Road restaurant…bakery…wadeva you call it, to eat. Food was cheap and nice… Yea! Got a free meal. ( like real!) The only drawback was double dinner.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
// Sunny – the way my cactus love it! //
My cactus must have loved today.
What a fine day!
Oops… that not enough, it’s a clear day, except for marshmallow- like clouds, which dotted the azure horizons and sunlight filtered through the translucent curtains…
Ok, u can stop.
Yes. I just came back from the “Communication Skills” workshop.
The trainer is one who had been through many phrases of life… from dropping out of jc to becoming the best insurance seller at a firm… from leaving the firm at the peak of his career to unemployment for a year plus… From that to earning 3X his initial salary…
Wow. And here am I…complaining about my life…
For the psycho- geometric part, I chose a triangle.
But it’s definitely untrue that I’m a leader. And a vicious one at that. Who will even go thru under-handed means to achieve what he wants.
That’s so unlike me… which is a pity cuz I’m pretty interested in psychology…
I think I’m more like a rectangle.
One who doesn’t noe the direction of my own life. Dunnoe where I should go or come from.
Lost. That is. - 11/11/05
//Whether it will rain, whether will it not //
yEA!
Yet another fine day.
Today, me and my mum got nothing to do, so we went to kovan.
Wah, kovan… long time time never go liao..
Suddenly got this heartland mall… for nice, cool shopping!
We went to this fantastic fishball noodle stall at the hawker center.
“ Rui Fa Shu Shi” serves this scrumptious mee-pok with bite-sized fishballs and meatballs and crunchy lettuce… to top it up, there’s this sour-spicy soup with bean sprouts floating up (never mind that the bean sprouts haven have their roots plucked off)
the queue was esp long! (although another fishball noodle stall was just next-door, which my mum claimed, serves delicious noodles as well)
And I remembered that uncle who sold that mee-pok.. already 9 yrs since I last came here.. although most of the stall tenants had gone, this jovial, gregarious uncle who sang and danced while cooking was still here .. and his antics still amuses his customers…
And we washed it down with fresh sugarcane juice.
Maybe I haven had hawker fare for a looong time…I’m still longing for it!
Unlike food court stuff which is bland and msg-ed, hawker fare is the real, good food in Singapore! (while on a low budget, that is)
Ok, while we are still on the topic on food.
I realised that food can also be inspiring.
Like when I watched “Yummy, Yummy” that night.
For every matter, one can always look at it from another angle, another perspective.
As long as you look at the bright side of life, you’ll definitely feel happier.
There’s this super-optimistic character, Chickadee, who is a happy-go-lucky.
Of course in life, we can never be happy always and there maybe no such person as Chickadee, but we can definitely strive to be like him.
So. I decided to be more tolerant and considerate towards people.
Life is Short.
We should try to be happy every minute.
(dunno how long this inspiring mood can last = P )
Today was sure an inspiring day. – 10/11/05
yEA!
Yet another fine day.
Today, me and my mum got nothing to do, so we went to kovan.
Wah, kovan… long time time never go liao..
Suddenly got this heartland mall… for nice, cool shopping!
We went to this fantastic fishball noodle stall at the hawker center.
“ Rui Fa Shu Shi” serves this scrumptious mee-pok with bite-sized fishballs and meatballs and crunchy lettuce… to top it up, there’s this sour-spicy soup with bean sprouts floating up (never mind that the bean sprouts haven have their roots plucked off)
the queue was esp long! (although another fishball noodle stall was just next-door, which my mum claimed, serves delicious noodles as well)
And I remembered that uncle who sold that mee-pok.. already 9 yrs since I last came here.. although most of the stall tenants had gone, this jovial, gregarious uncle who sang and danced while cooking was still here .. and his antics still amuses his customers…
And we washed it down with fresh sugarcane juice.
Maybe I haven had hawker fare for a looong time…I’m still longing for it!
Unlike food court stuff which is bland and msg-ed, hawker fare is the real, good food in Singapore! (while on a low budget, that is)
Ok, while we are still on the topic on food.
I realised that food can also be inspiring.
Like when I watched “Yummy, Yummy” that night.
For every matter, one can always look at it from another angle, another perspective.
As long as you look at the bright side of life, you’ll definitely feel happier.
There’s this super-optimistic character, Chickadee, who is a happy-go-lucky.
Of course in life, we can never be happy always and there maybe no such person as Chickadee, but we can definitely strive to be like him.
So. I decided to be more tolerant and considerate towards people.
Life is Short.
We should try to be happy every minute.
(dunno how long this inspiring mood can last = P )
Today was sure an inspiring day. – 10/11/05
Thursday, November 10, 2005
// Windy //
YEEAAHH!!!
PW is FINALLY OVER!!!
Not that i really spend that much time doing pw.. juz that it's a relief..
wadeva that was done and/or did not do, doesnt matter anymore!!!
ok, calm down.. u r running amok.. haha. sounds vaguely familiar..
Oops...i haven do my "OR-gun-nic Calm-mer-stri" hol hw...
stop it!
ok..
let's c..
today aft OP, went to J8 eat mac wif yiling
Fish O filet student meal with the drinks change to iced milo.
serene, u gave me the "inspiration"
haha. jux say tt i'm indecisive on wad to eat
Wad a GLUTTON!
eat so many things.
go home still eat dinner summore
ok. i declare that i will def put on wtg during hols.
EAT and NO PE!
oh ya...
thanx yiling for the pencil case.. u nv break ur promises..
thanx mei ting and wei qi for the necklace...
haha meiting, still owe u a present
haha wei qi, always gimme necklaces. lazy to put on when gg out so admire them only..
heesh.. i've got not much inspiration to blog now...
The Mummy
你說要我 死了這顆心 最好永遠 存放在埃及像木乃伊 保持著神秘 敲也敲不破 連時間都忘記你一直嘮叨著所謂真理 剖開了心就看到我不是她的記憶要我節哀 雖然她不該 如果看不開 我怎麼活過來愛＊木乃伊的心在燒 金字塔裡悶到老 也許我自己太在意 被拋棄無法忍受 黑暗的沉默孤寂 木乃伊的心在跳 抱著希望慢慢熬 我鼓起最後的一分力 撐下去相信真愛 就在我醒來的新世紀
Yea. Lin JJ. Singapore music hits awards. 4 awards!
YEEAAHH!!!
PW is FINALLY OVER!!!
Not that i really spend that much time doing pw.. juz that it's a relief..
wadeva that was done and/or did not do, doesnt matter anymore!!!
ok, calm down.. u r running amok.. haha. sounds vaguely familiar..
Oops...i haven do my "OR-gun-nic Calm-mer-stri" hol hw...
stop it!
ok..
let's c..
today aft OP, went to J8 eat mac wif yiling
Fish O filet student meal with the drinks change to iced milo.
serene, u gave me the "inspiration"
haha. jux say tt i'm indecisive on wad to eat
Wad a GLUTTON!
eat so many things.
go home still eat dinner summore
ok. i declare that i will def put on wtg during hols.
EAT and NO PE!
oh ya...
thanx yiling for the pencil case.. u nv break ur promises..
thanx mei ting and wei qi for the necklace...
haha meiting, still owe u a present
haha wei qi, always gimme necklaces. lazy to put on when gg out so admire them only..
heesh.. i've got not much inspiration to blog now...
The Mummy
你說要我 死了這顆心 最好永遠 存放在埃及像木乃伊 保持著神秘 敲也敲不破 連時間都忘記你一直嘮叨著所謂真理 剖開了心就看到我不是她的記憶要我節哀 雖然她不該 如果看不開 我怎麼活過來愛＊木乃伊的心在燒 金字塔裡悶到老 也許我自己太在意 被拋棄無法忍受 黑暗的沉默孤寂 木乃伊的心在跳 抱著希望慢慢熬 我鼓起最後的一分力 撐下去相信真愛 就在我醒來的新世紀
Yea. Lin JJ. Singapore music hits awards. 4 awards!
Friday, November 04, 2005
// Rainy Day //
Oh..man, i juz dun like rainy days... y cant everyday be a sunny one?
Today got OP..even more jia lat.. And sab is sick.. low group dynamics.. but at least got ME lah..
ya. muz look on the bright side.
next time will be better de.. believe... believe...
Ok, so Japan is saying that "US 1st, Asia 2nd rite?"
Tell me, is Japan part of Asia?
Sorry, i'm asking an idiotic qn.
Really.
i took a glance at my dusty copy of Newsweek, dunno which issue.
And the words " Why Japan has no friends in Asia" caught my eye.
Precisely.
In this world, who cares if u have any friends?
Each country is for its own survival.
Nvm the different ideals they hold.
the "economic ties" are much more impt.
So glad.
So country arent doing stupid things to jeopardise their own economy becuz of so-called "ideals"
Another thing.. dunno why pple cannot take a bit of tongue-in-cheek with a pinch of salt
omg.
juz a T-shirt with the words " I'm surrounded by idiots"
then cannot tahan.
we need more fun and less seriousness in this society.
Really.
tolerate!
things cant go in our way ALWAYS
omg.
y am i so serious?
buay tahan~
~haha~
no lar. juz tt my life is a boring one.
So nth much to say wad.
Cannot always say i eat wad, watch wad, play wad, sleep wad.. i mean, at wad time..
CHAO boring.
Right-O
Oh..man, i juz dun like rainy days... y cant everyday be a sunny one?
Today got OP..even more jia lat.. And sab is sick.. low group dynamics.. but at least got ME lah..
ya. muz look on the bright side.
next time will be better de.. believe... believe...
Ok, so Japan is saying that "US 1st, Asia 2nd rite?"
Tell me, is Japan part of Asia?
Sorry, i'm asking an idiotic qn.
Really.
i took a glance at my dusty copy of Newsweek, dunno which issue.
And the words " Why Japan has no friends in Asia" caught my eye.
Precisely.
In this world, who cares if u have any friends?
Each country is for its own survival.
Nvm the different ideals they hold.
the "economic ties" are much more impt.
So glad.
So country arent doing stupid things to jeopardise their own economy becuz of so-called "ideals"
Another thing.. dunno why pple cannot take a bit of tongue-in-cheek with a pinch of salt
omg.
juz a T-shirt with the words " I'm surrounded by idiots"
then cannot tahan.
we need more fun and less seriousness in this society.
Really.
tolerate!
things cant go in our way ALWAYS
omg.
y am i so serious?
buay tahan~
~haha~
no lar. juz tt my life is a boring one.
So nth much to say wad.
Cannot always say i eat wad, watch wad, play wad, sleep wad.. i mean, at wad time..
CHAO boring.
Right-O
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Hot... i'm perspiring....
Today is juz another sian day.
wad an irony.
when sch's in, i feel tt sch's BLAH.
when sch's out, i feel the same BLAH-NESS.
haha.. going crazy and dizzy over such HOT weather.
so, i dun feel lyk going out... juz stay COOL, staying indoors...
another thing, i'm addicted to blogging...
ok, i may be too late in getting on this banwagon, but i firmly believes to be here is better than not here.
i'm getting alot of distractions now and there, msn conversations pop-ups i mean, haha
now... wad did i wan to say?
ya... it doesnt matter whether people get to c my blog anot, it's nice to have a place to vent my feelings.
ok, i'm near-autism...
doesnt matter...
i hope i can retreat...
to a place of no human beings...
oh my.. why did i sound so sad?
aiyo... muz be hearing too much of christy tt it's all fated...
my being in aj and 1805
No! i muz change my fate!
Yea, tt's the way
(i'm getting a bit schizophrenic)
now... my wishlist
1. Everyone i noe to be HAPPY and HEALTHY
2. the WORLD can afford to be a more peaceful place...
3. Umm... can we have a "SLACKING" day every 2nd nov?
4. Learn ice-skating and/or inline-skating
5. b4 tt, muz learn how to cycle ( dun laugh at me :) )
6. Find a holiday Job
7. Do well for nxt yr As
8. pw BaND 2, at least...
got more... cannot think anymore...
Today is juz another sian day.
wad an irony.
when sch's in, i feel tt sch's BLAH.
when sch's out, i feel the same BLAH-NESS.
haha.. going crazy and dizzy over such HOT weather.
so, i dun feel lyk going out... juz stay COOL, staying indoors...
another thing, i'm addicted to blogging...
ok, i may be too late in getting on this banwagon, but i firmly believes to be here is better than not here.
i'm getting alot of distractions now and there, msn conversations pop-ups i mean, haha
now... wad did i wan to say?
ya... it doesnt matter whether people get to c my blog anot, it's nice to have a place to vent my feelings.
ok, i'm near-autism...
doesnt matter...
i hope i can retreat...
to a place of no human beings...
oh my.. why did i sound so sad?
aiyo... muz be hearing too much of christy tt it's all fated...
my being in aj and 1805
No! i muz change my fate!
Yea, tt's the way
(i'm getting a bit schizophrenic)
now... my wishlist
1. Everyone i noe to be HAPPY and HEALTHY
2. the WORLD can afford to be a more peaceful place...
3. Umm... can we have a "SLACKING" day every 2nd nov?
4. Learn ice-skating and/or inline-skating
5. b4 tt, muz learn how to cycle ( dun laugh at me :) )
6. Find a holiday Job
7. Do well for nxt yr As
8. pw BaND 2, at least...
got more... cannot think anymore...
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Firstly, wish all Hindus a HAPPY DEEPAVALI!
Sunny! What nice weather!
i almost forgot today is a weekday.. cuz all my family members are at home and my aunt will be arriving soon.
wads the occasion? yes..my bdae.. decided to celebrate today when no one is going to work or sch.
actually, for me it is juz a normal day wif no special significance.. every yr.. my mum cooks sth special and buys a cake..my sis and aunt give me some presents.. yar. since most of my relatives are in m'sia.
talking about presents..every yr.. i always manage to find out wat present my sis will b giving me, in advance and this yr.. its a PET TREE! yea!
ok, sum yrs ago i may have been excited abt my bdae and could not even sleep the nite b4. but in recent yrs, this day holds no special meaning and it juz represents how many yrs i have spent on Earth. yea. i've become more bitter and pessimistic.about life. about people. about everything.
what i have learnt fr people thus far.
Most always think that they are worse off than others.
Most never think b4 they say sth.
Most like to boast alot, with the cleverer ones concealing their intentions.
Most are attention-seeking species.
Most think of themselves b4 others.
Most never keep their promises.
Most only do what is beneficial to them.
Most blindly follow trends.
Most splurge $ on things they claim they need but in fact, they can definitely do without.
the list goes on and on....
i myself do not deny that i may be like one of the above.
anyway, i used "most" becuz i do not generalise. think of GP :)
Recently there is a newspaper article about Singaporeans Lotitas..
meaning girls sell themselves to get $
omg.
wad is the world coming to?
this is happening in a financially-developed country.
blame it on materialism.
i place shame on girls who, after the incorrigible act, went on to report to the police.
excuse me, even if u are underage, u sld not abuse that priviledge.
i tink i do not have any need to elaborate.
Sunny! What nice weather!
i almost forgot today is a weekday.. cuz all my family members are at home and my aunt will be arriving soon.
wads the occasion? yes..my bdae.. decided to celebrate today when no one is going to work or sch.
actually, for me it is juz a normal day wif no special significance.. every yr.. my mum cooks sth special and buys a cake..my sis and aunt give me some presents.. yar. since most of my relatives are in m'sia.
talking about presents..every yr.. i always manage to find out wat present my sis will b giving me, in advance and this yr.. its a PET TREE! yea!
ok, sum yrs ago i may have been excited abt my bdae and could not even sleep the nite b4. but in recent yrs, this day holds no special meaning and it juz represents how many yrs i have spent on Earth. yea. i've become more bitter and pessimistic.about life. about people. about everything.
what i have learnt fr people thus far.
Most always think that they are worse off than others.
Most never think b4 they say sth.
Most like to boast alot, with the cleverer ones concealing their intentions.
Most are attention-seeking species.
Most think of themselves b4 others.
Most never keep their promises.
Most only do what is beneficial to them.
Most blindly follow trends.
Most splurge $ on things they claim they need but in fact, they can definitely do without.
the list goes on and on....
i myself do not deny that i may be like one of the above.
anyway, i used "most" becuz i do not generalise. think of GP :)
Recently there is a newspaper article about Singaporeans Lotitas..
meaning girls sell themselves to get $
omg.
wad is the world coming to?
this is happening in a financially-developed country.
blame it on materialism.
i place shame on girls who, after the incorrigible act, went on to report to the police.
excuse me, even if u are underage, u sld not abuse that priviledge.
i tink i do not have any need to elaborate.
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