crap.
slack.
fail.
immune.
sleep.

lifestyle since last year.
hate it.
no one choose to be born a loser but there are definitely people who are born losers.
change your fate.
choose to be a winner.
strong willpower.
easier said than done.

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

Your Luck Quotient: 60%

You have an average luck quotient.There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

How Lucky Are You?

//sudden downpour//

Nothing has ever suceeded.
I found this similarity between myself and the main character of the comic strip "Born Loser".

//Scotching sun//

that day mel fululu was saying that I only have 100m left…
whereas she still have 4km to cover.
That is… if the A-levels is a 5km run.
Haha. Words from a netballer.
Anyway, I still prefer to think that I have 400 metres left.
Ok..i’m probably trying to escape from reality.
Glad that she's doing well in maths.
More kiasu, more pia, fretting more over results.


Today there is this J1 and J2 bonding.
We played "zhong ji mi ma"
I was SUPER, DUPER HENG!!!
Luckily ee kent was game enough.
Anyway got a free lunch… hee.. pizza!
But I don't know why fululu was giving me this weird look when I cheered.
Haha. I bet you never see me cheer before.


Then, I went to causeway point with lynette and christabel.
we were like so excited taking neoprints.
haha. when the time given for decoration was up, all 3 of us screamed!
er- i think it was the 1st time this year that i actually screamed.
A pity wei zi couldnt join us =(
Watched "The Shaggy Dog"
It was a so-so movie.
And, we were late because of the popcorns and drinks.
Actually, I don't know whether to classify it as a comedy.
There are many funny, or I should say, not-so-funny scenes.
It is because while I thought some parts were quite funny, it was not funny enough to evoke laughter.
So, for most of the movie, I was struggling between to laugh or not to laugh.
Yea. It was that strange kind of movie.
Also… it reminded me of the exorcism of Emily rose due to the courtroom scenes.
At the same time it was quite heart-warming as it shows that each family member tries not to hurt the others through a high level of tolerance.
Actually the best part was when the credits roll and pictures comparing dogs in different poses with humans in the same pose.
The similarities were uncanning.
ok ok..i'm not exactly an animal lover..

oh. no. i'm 44% abnormal.
wadeva that means.

today not in a very good mood.
i know she is trying not to lose her temper.
too many a time i caught her trying to control herself when she felt like scolding people.
in the end, however, she did.
i thought she was going mad.
with anger.

what have we done to deserve this?
i know many people are concerned about our gp grades.
please do not commit the fallancy of "hasty generalisations"
but people, having dreams is definitely not enough.
we lack the action.
to turn dreams into realiy.


yesterday afternoon pe was like mad.
running with filled i-sport bottles.
did standing broad jumps until legs hurt like crazy, until can only jumped less than 1 metre.


wednesday was super busy.
as usual i will flunk my chem test...
chines "ao" get B3...mediocre results.
but i'm not re-taking.. no.
who cares about the bell-shaped curve.
so what if i'm average?
studying is for the sake of gaining knowledge and experiences, not to achieve perfect grades.
in other words, grades are the result of stuying.
becoming a more knowledgeable and having a critical mind are the effects of studying on a person.

Futhermore, i think life is a gamble and everyone should have one fair and equal chance.
so today, a second chance is given to me...
but there is no guarantee that the next time i will still have one more chance.
reminds me of jack neo movie "one more chance"..
face it.
facts are cruel.

You Are 44% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Your Birthdate: November 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your Hidden Talent You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.And while this may not seem big, it can be.It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. What's" Your Hidden Talent?