// Soaking wet socks //

I shall always remember what my sec sch phy teacher once said to the class, "Time flies"
It is such a simple phrase, yet seemed so meaningful because the words came from him at the time when the O level prelims were nearing.
Time is such a strange thing, it goes on and on forever… that is, until Armageddon.
Time allows you create memories; at the same time it erases others.
My phy teacher was transferred to another sch barely a year after he made that statement.
Time allows you to plan ahead your schedule, yet it reveals the unpredictable nature of life.
To me, It seemed like yesterday that my phy teacher talk to the class.
However, in reality, I’m now facing the A level prelims in a week or so.
Time seems to come to a standstill sometimes; at other times, it seems to pass by with the blink of an eye.
Learn to treasure what you have now and don't look back with regrets.
Give the world the best you have.

// we are living in an unfair world and... am I socio-phobic?//

I was having this heated debate with mum that day.
Actually, my initial intent was to complain about the stereotyping of how girls/guys should behave.
Basically, from my own observations, it's like this:
It is perfectly alright for guys to go on their own. It means they are independent individuals. (du 2 li 4)
However, if a girl goes on their own, It is deemed as weird. IT means they are anti-social. (gu 1 du 2)
In Chinese, both words share the same word, du 2, but convey different meanings.
ah. the beauty of the language.
The thing is, my mum was bearing grudges with me for my dislike for group activities and becoming isolated from everyone in the world.
No man is an island.
But I seriously see nothing wrong with what i'm doing.
I enjoy the freedom of being alone because when I'm with others, I'll have to remind myself constantly to think of other people's feelings.
It's tiring.
I know I seem anti-social but sometimes, I have to concede that having company could be great.
Just like what GP teaches us, It's unwise to have too extreme views. Balance!

Your EQ is 107

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well. You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music. You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

What's Your Learning Style?

excel at debating....wad nonsense?!

You Will Die at Age 82

Congratulations! You take good care of yourself. You're poised to live a long, healthy life.

What Age Will You Die?

82? can't imagine it, man

You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer

Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from. And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi. Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics... Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

// sun, sea, sand and fun! //

It has been a long, long time since i went to a beach.
And an even longer time since i went to Sentosa.
Went kayaking. 1st time ok. Haha.
At least i'm safe. And mel kept laughing at me.
it's not hilarious to me at all cause i don't want to fall into water.
yi ling actually don't want to get wet too.
But in the end we all did.
But not as wet as the guys. LOL.

I daresay everyone had fun.
Who wouldn't have fun when you are immersed in an island of sun, sea, and sandy beaches?
Just makes you forget your troubles, your ambitions, your fears and hopes.
In Sentosa, you know that all you want to do is to relax and slack.
I almost forgot about the A- levels too. Hee.

But the truth hits hard when you reached home, facing your pile of undone homework which begin to pile up because your teachers use your 2-day holiday as an excuse to give more.
Luckily you have got your sunburnt skin to remind you of the fun you had.
You thought that you were so tired that you had to rest. But in actual fact you were never as energetic as now.
Gosh. Experience the power of unwinding.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mayoko Kajuji

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

// 2 weeks into the aftermath of PTM //

people say that time can heal.
it really did.
i'm not as depressed as i was 2 weeks ago.
thanks to the people who have encouraged me.

now it's time to celebrate our nation's 41st birthday!
this year's NDP song is sung by Kaira GOng.
I think its not catchy enough.

My all-time favourite NDP song is by Tanya Chua-


Where I Belong
Morning comes around and I can't wait to see my sunny island
In its glorious greenery, whether rain or shine, it's still beautiful
Bright lights shine on the streets and night guiding me closer to home
To a place where I'll be safe and warm where I belong

Friends and families by my side seeing me through as I grow and learn
Everyday's experience, bitter, sweet or sour, they are still wonderful
As they become precious memories, they'll be kept close to my heart
And no matter where I am I will always know where I belong

Where I belong, where I keep my heart & soul
Where dreams come true for us
Where we walk together hand in hand
Towards a future so bright

Where I belong, where I keep my heart & soul
Where we are one big family
I want the whole world to know, I want to shout it out loud
That this is where I know I belong

don't u just find the song catchy and touching at the same time?