I cannot believe myself.
I had almost forgotten the existence of this blog.

Well, work is all about mundane stuff.
And my mind is too clouded with these mundane matters that I find little inspiration to write.
It doesn't help that I am 'fire fighting' almost every single working or non-working day.

Too many unpredictables, too many variables, too many uncertainties.
My life is just full of these, from student to working adult.
Especially now, it seems that I have to figure out things on my own else they will remain unknown to me forever.
And this, is complicated by the fact that I have yet to figure out the communication 'protocols', which is crucial to get things done as a team.

i think i'm kind of schizophrenic.
sometimes i just want to seek the easy way out...to get out of this altogether.
sometimes i believe i can do it..or to put it this way, desperately convince myself that i can pull this off.

sigh. i need a life mentor.