//aimless and tired//

i always admire people who know what they want to do with their lives.
determination is a quality i've always lacked.

of course there is another type of people who do not question about their aim in life.
after all, ignorance is bliss.
if you do not question, you do not even think about it.

thinking too much...that's always more of a bane than boon.
why am i here?
how did i get here?
why do i have to continue what i'm doing?

Successful people always say everything that happens in their life has its own purpose.
that's easy for them to say as presumbly they are already successful and satisfied with their lives.
how about me?
I hate to think that but it's so true.
I'm just living my life for the sake of survival.
Studying, travelling, tutoring.
Satisfying?
Tiring.
I'm living from day to day like a rock.