// recess over =\ //

well recess week is always a love-hate affair for me.
love it cuz in a sense it spells everyone's favourite word H O L I D A Y
hate it cuz there's tons of stuff to do which i'll never get down to doing.
oh yes, miraclously i can feel totally disoriented after one week of not going to school.

I seem to be having a bout of bad luck...perhaps i myself should take some responsibility.
Well there're endless incidents which i only have vague memory of, hence i won't recount them
cuz some are so trivia but really shows how bad my luck is.

Today, well I cleanly forgotton that there were no 3001 tutorials and stupidly went to school early.
i even climbed the stairs as i thought i was late.
when i peered into the tutorial room, i could only see one guy doing some stretching in the room. weird huh?
anyway i felt like the most idiotic person to pull my zombie-like self out of bed rushing for some non-existent class.

well well well nothing could compare to what happen after that.
since i had two hours to spare, i contemplated to catch some sleep in library but eventually convinced myself i should edit my project draft to a presentable state.
yes, a sudden burst of diligence.
therefore i even skipped lunch, working on my draft ever so conscientiously.
the timing was right and i finally finished the editing ten minutes before the impending lecture.

i felt so happy and relieved that i had write off one burden on my mind.
until.... i came home and found that it was not saved in my thumbdrive.
DAMN
i don't like to use harsh words but it seemed so appropriate i dunno what else to say.
I clearly remembered i did save my work! as complete draft v.2.
where has it gone??
the only possibility is that i saved it on the lib's computer desktop and not my thumbdrive.

if such a thing happen to you, will you still have the patience to re-do?
i don't. i really don't. i don't feel like.
sis says i should quickly re-do since i should still have some recollection of what i edited.
but i just don't feel up to it.
defiance, maybe. tired, definitely.
simply put, i'm just not self-discplined enough.