//horrible year 4//

why does every sem becomes tougher than the previous?
Looks like I CAN'T SLACK ANYMORE.
Having slack for the past weekend, i have to pay back double this week.
Mind you, it's only week 2.
And I kept running late.
and running all over North spine, trying to figure out where's my class.
just like freshmen.
partially because i haven't been in school for nearly 9 months.
as usual, how i wish i live right in boon lay.
travelling is super energy draining. and time wasting.

as year 4, we could choose our major prescribed electives,
needless to say, many people chose according to the best exam dates.
that's to say, they avoid consecutive exam dates.
what about me?
well, i'm more idealistic than practical, so i chose according to my 'interest'
or you could say, by elimination.
Eliminating those i have absolutely no interest in.
So, what is the result?
Very unfortunately, I am bombarded with 4 consecutive days of exams.
yes, FOUR.
some of my coursemates have none.
of course, many say i'm heading for four days of hell, which i totally agree.

on the same note,
even though i have 4-day week, my timetable is packed.
even though i did plan for breaks, in actual fact, for most days i didn't have lunch until late afternoon.
why? i myself am not sure.
there's just too many fyp stuff to settle.
argh.

therein lies the benefit of starting fyp earlier.
however, i do not regret, because my IA experience has made me see things from a different perspective.
And I finally know where I'm heading to.
I have found motivation, what I need now, is discipline.

Like a little bird flying to a destination far away.
Without nutrients and water from the cage, which it has gotten used to.
Can it survive the arduous journey and emerge victorious?