//Yea! I completed my elementary 1 Japanese full time course!//

Haha. Let me “show off ” my limited knowledge. ( eh. ‘cause I’m a beginner, so correct me if I’ve made any mistakes =)

Nihongo:

Mai nichi, watashi wa gakkou e ikimasu.
Mai nichi, atashi no sensei wa kyoshitsu ni nemasu.
Watashi-tachi no nihongo o yomimasu ga omoshiro-kunai desu kara, watashi no sensei wa kikimasu to nemasu.
Kesa, ju-ji kara juichi-ji made shiken o torimasu.
Muzukashi-kunai desu.
Kin-youbi kara nichi-youbi made, watashi wa kenshu e ikimasu.
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English:

I go to school everyday.
My teacher sleeps in the classroom everyday.
As the Japanese we read is not interesting, my teacher listen and sleeps.
This morning, I took an exam from 10 to 11 am.
It was not difficult.
I go to camp from Friday to Sunday.
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Ok. Enough of my broken Japanese, I got to pack now for my religion’s student kenshu tomorrow! =)

// returning to the “virtual world” //

As I looked at the title that I’ve gave to this entry, It seems like this blog has return to “life” from the “dead”. Haha.
Throughout all the blog entries, I have never discussed what this blog meant to me.
Perhaps because I have never thought of it.
In case anyone is wondering ( ß typing this is weird! ‘cause I’ve never imagine anyone to read my blog! ), today is just like another day. (I mean, not any anniversary or whatever that is regarding this blog )
Time passes without us knowing. But I believe, as I am sitting here and typing, I’m spending quality time unscrambling my thoughts.
To me, this blog is just like my life. Perhaps less mundane than life and contains many intangible things that we can’t see or feel in our usual, routinal lives.
Instead of recording cold, hard facts of what I’m doing at the point of my life as indicated by the date and time shown, the entries represent my inner spirit.
In my opinion, we often used too much of our brains alone.
Everytime I am blogging, I feel that my brain and inner spirit is connected.
My inner self dictating my dreams, hopes, thoughts and feelings.
However, once I return to the “real world”, the connection is lost and my brain tells me what to do.

Recently, I have been settling a lot of uni admission stuff.
That is secondary.
What is really difficult is choosing between the two course I am offered.
Arts and Social Science Vs Materials Engin
As different as the two are, to me, both are as appealing.
In the end, I chose the latter and only submitted at the eleventh hour ( both literally and figuratively! )
It was sort of a 45-55 sort of thing but I convinced myself to immerse in the school of thought that I should choose the course that I have some interest in and which will offer me relatively good career prospects.
I guess I should call myself a realist because I did not choose to pursue a course based solely on interest.
Actually, what is important is to be able to work hard in whatever you choose.
Thus, I’ve made a promise to myself not to return to my slack and pessimistic attitude.
Kambatte!
Then after submitting the application, I kept wondering whether I should appeal, esp nearing the deadlines.
But I did not. I am happy for what I’m given.

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise.You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.

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You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky

What Finger Are You?

oops dun mean to be vulgar=)

You Are 36% Paranoid Schizophrenic

You're pretty grounded, though you have your occasional paranoid moments. Just make sure to ignore those voices in your head!

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

You Are 65% Tortured Genius

You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse. Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.

Are You a Tortured Genius?

// making a difficult choice //

Got another letter.
Finally!
I mean, I thought ntu totally forgot about my application when virtually all the people around me had already got their application results last week.
Well, it was my dream course last time. Mat sci engin.
Yes last time…people like me fantasize a lot. And I mean A LOT.
I thought being in that course will allow me to do research on materials to make things for the benefit for mankind.
Then my parents pull me back to reality.
“oh you know my company’s QC (quality controller) ? she studied that during uni…are you sure you want to be like her?”
oh dear! I’ll be bored facing machines and goods, checking them in the same method forever.
Argh.
I have no idea.

Biz, accountancy, engin are courses that are so “concrete”…if you understand what I mean.
Having the expertise that can secure you a stable 5-day work week…but truth be told, it’s monotonous.
In fact, I think having such a job can allow people to enjoy a good lifestyle…
Probably live in a condo, driving a normal five-seater, shopping in the weekends, possessing at least one credit card, having the extra cash to splurge on tech gadgets…
Sometimes I really relish a life like that…very much seem like the life of every successful person.
But other times, I feel such a lifestyle paid too much attention to materialism and may even made us to be more self-centred than ever.

On the other hand, arts&social sci gives me an “ethereal”, an unreal feeling…
Firstly, I don’t even know what sort of career can I pursue…other than teaching.
It’s a lot about people skills so I reckon there will be management jobs…training people and stuff like that.
Perhaps analytical skills also. Collect and analyse data…uncovering new trends.
Maybe such jobs would have a lower level of monotony…
Though may not bring a stable income but can directly make a difference in other people’s lives.
But I’ve got to consider carefully ‘cause I’m not a social person.

Lol. All my current thoughts are all typed out…thus unscrambling the mind.
An emptied mind is conducive for sleeping =)

What Heng Hui Min Means

H is for Happy E is for Excellent N is for Nerdy G is for Glittering H is for Helpful U is for Unnatural I is for Intelligent M is for Mysterious I is for Innocent N is for Nerdy

What Does Your Name Mean?

lol. just for fun.

// j0BlesS//

yay. slacked for like 2 weeks.
super shuang.
but then there no income!
lol.

its time to fret about uni application.
I think Ntu forgotten about me.
Nus decided I wasn't engineer material. (pun unintended)
thus i was placed in FASS.
Oh. gosh. why?
if i choose to be in there, i'll need to fret alot.
Firstly, I am not suited for SEAsian studies or eng lit or hist or geog or social work or wadeva.
out of the 20 courses, I am only interested in 2. psychology and communications &new media.
argh. what if i can't get into the course i want?
secondly, even if i could get into the course i want, what if my grades can't allow me to proceed to do honours in final year?
thirdly, and most importantly, what can I do with such a degree in future?
in addition, my parents aren't too happy.
they want me to study accountancy/ biz but i defy their orders.
but now...perhaps i should appeal to do biz...but i don't want to stay in a 9-6 office job FOREVER!
my mum says i'm weird 'cause i don't want a office-bound job...oh by the way, she hopes I can work in a bank.
like her bro.
my dear uncle who always got free perks.
of course i should know. working in the bank always gets you perks and discounts, as i have found out during my brief stint at the worst, i mean, world's local bank.
discounts on cars, restaurants, jewellery, branded goods...
perks of free cakes, early bird bonus in investment plans.
ok. that did it.
I'm seriously considering to appeal to take biz.

// Sheryl Crow’s ideas to wipe out global warming- the ramblings//

Today I read the newspaper and saw this amusing piece of news.
Sheryl Crow is a great singer but that may not translate into being a great environmentalist.
But still, kudos for her efforts to think of these “easy” ways to save the Earth! =P

1) Limit each trip to the bathroom to one square piece of toilet paper

Well…this is a bit like intruding into our privacy. Anyway, how easy is it to make sure everyone really uses JUST 1 square of toilet paper? By the way, Sheryl definitely did not do any research. Some brands of toilet paper do not have squares!
Furthermore, I really do not think this method will help save trees because toilet paper is actually a recycled product and not directly produced from trees.
A better idea is to ration toilet papers. Then again, the price would go up and that may give tree-cutters more incentive to cut trees.

2) Don’t use paper napkins, instead, use your sleeves

Ooh…does preserving nature means that we sacrifice our hygiene?
As the preacher of such an act, let’s just wait and see if Sheryl Crow can eat her pasta and make a big, red tomato sauce mark on her US$5000 Gucci dress(provided the dress has sleeves) while dining with an US president wannabe , discussing ideas about his latest book “An Inevitable Truth”. I’m sure a few pages will be devoted to how, as human beings(celebrity or not), we have a secret desire to wipe our mouths on our sleeves after a meal. Then all of us shall celebrate.
And, who knows? It may become the latest “red” carpet fashion in Hollywood.

3) A TV reality show in which the winner would be the contestant who lives the most environmentally friendly life. The prize would be a recording contract.

Well, this is even easier than American Idol! Let’s cross our fingers that Sanjaya would not take part if Sheryl’s dream became reality. Plus, I’m worried about the fate of American Idol…this reality show may just surpass AI in terms of popularity.
Apparently she got a misconception that environment-friendly people could sing and vice versa.

Anyway, from the above, I hope we don’t get a misconception that singers are environment-friendly.

//work-fatigue//

Recently I have been suffering from work fatigue.
Its that kind of no-matter-how-much-u-pay-me-I-also-dun-want-to-work kind of attitude.
Its that terrible.
But then again my pay is really just average.
Truly speaking, next time when I have to work, I wont really mind lower pay or longer travelling time as long as I'm happy with the job.
Else I will job-HOP!
Just got to say i'm lucky that this is just a temp. thing...BEST of all, it is ENDING
I know I have been complaining ALOT abt this job so I wont add the details here.
And I've been reading "Digital Fortress"!
The story is so intriguing which makes me feel like working as a code-breaker! Cool :)

//contemplating the meaning of death//

Sometime between late tues night and the wee hours of wed morning, my first uncle breathed his last.
Warmth left his body, never to return.
The only thing that was ailing him was a stomachache that dragged unexpectedly over the past few days.
When my mum told me the news, I thought she was joking, until I saw her red, swollen eyes.
Oh? I had no hint of sadness, no emotion at all.
Strangely.
My thoughts went back to CNY when I last saw him hale and healthy.
My uncle was an authoritative and well-respected figure in the family…something like a da ge da.
His siblings could always approach him with their problems and he would do his best to help.
Can I imagine how he would look like when he's dead?
No way.
It was an unacceptable fact that he passed away suddenly.

7 years ago, I saw my grandpa on his coffin.
dead or not.
It's just a matter of difference over the appearance.
someone had said that a dead person looks like he is just sleeping
but many of us would beg to differ.
my grandpa usually wore white singlets and black shorts.
but in death, he was clad in yellow silk, decorated with threaded dragons.
his nose looked unusual.
not to mention the make-up.
any traditional men would not have any make-up on at any usual day.
so i wonder how different my uncle would look like from his normal self.
Sadly, in death, no one can have any control over their appearance, or in fact, over everything.
Maybe that is why many people feel death is frightening.

//self-introspection//

Ok. After all the complaints, I’m staying on for the time being.
Actually I’ve already fulfilled my one week’s notice.
But people keep encouraging me to stay so I succumbed (typical of me)
Anyway, I shall take on life’s challenges as it comes.
Resigning is simply a way of escaping.
Sadly, that’s what I’m skilled at.
Escaping when there are problems.
Deep down, I know that some of the stress actually come from myself.
Whenever the environment doesn’t support me, I’ll feel stressed.
Whenever other people feel stressed, I do too.
Is that empathy or just plainly indicates that I’m a weakling?
Even if I hate to admit.
Strong people aren’t affected by the environment.
Strong people stand confident in the face of adversity.
I’m the exact opposite.
Succumbing to the environment and crumbling to adversity.
I know I shouldn’t stay like this.
But taking the first step to change and to continue with it is an absolutely daunting task.

//pricked by conscience//

Feeling extremely guilty.
It was 1745 already but one of the snack girls still asked me to submit a cv.
No choice.
I got to seek help from HER again.
I have yet to know her name but she has helped me without complains for many times.
How many times have I handed in late to her and she still give me a thumbs-up sign?
If it were other people, they would have rejected me and put me in a difficult position.
Or even scolded me.
But it’s not my fault!
Who ask them to give it to me late?
What more can I do??

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 53%

Well, you don't have the worst job in the world, but it's not great. And don't worry, you're not the problem - your company is. Start looking around for another job, even if you're not totally fed up. Because in time, you're going to be dying to quit!

Should You Quit Your Job?

Your Life Is Worth...

$882,500

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Your Learning Style: Curious and Brilliant

You are a very abstract learner. You can grasp even the most complex theories. You Should Study: Astronomy Biology Chemistry Computer Science Linguistics Mathematics Philosophy Physics Psychology

What Should You Study?

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Thinking

You are: Objective, honest, and credible Intellectually curious, with many diverse interests More inclined toward ideas than people Fiercely independent and unapologetically unconventional

What's Your Personality Cluster?

//A typical day at the worst local ban--part 1//

"Help! Stop adding!" I yelled, my voice fading as my arms were crushing under the weight of leather products the snack girls had bought.
"Wei Min, could you please help me photocopie these leatherrss?" animalmanure was saying.
"Sure!" I replied, in a half-hearted to fake a smile.
In actual fact, what was going through my mind was, "Wa lao eh? How to photocopie, I mean, photocopy leathers?"
My heart sank. The first task given to me was bound to be a faliure.

"Wei Min? Are you listening?" The lightly-accent voice interrupted my thoughts.
"Oh..oh yes" I assured animalmanure, at the same time relieved that I was holding letters, not leathers.

Letters from Iwo Jima

Initially interested in this movie because of a history lesson

when I was in sec 4.

The words "Iwo Jima" was kept in my mind till now.

I could never forget the gleam in his eyes and the excitement in his voice as my teacher related the story of the battle of Iwo Jima.

But still it cannot be compared to watching the "reel" action on the big screen!

This movie speaks of loyalty, fate, humanity, fear and the vulnerability of human beings in the dark times of war.

haha. gosh. i'm so nervous right now. 2.30pm. right.

" Enjoy what is there to enjoy.

Suffer what is there to suffer.

Treat both enjoyment and sufferings as facts of life."

//newfound freedom//


Finally I quitted my job!
Time for a BREAK!
After all, it’s been a good three months working…
So I guess it’s a normal thing to miss the workplace and the seniors?
I think, after these three months of slogging, I sort of got used to the routine.
So now to break away from that kind of lifestyle just rendered me bored.
Which means only one thing.
It’s time to get another job!


Lately, I’ve been incoherent in my entries.
Look at the first paragraph.
The first sentence and second sentence sort of contradicted each other.
It’s like this when your mind is confused.
It’s like this when your life is in your own control.
For the past 17-odd years you have been controlled in many ways.
Be it your parents, your friends, your teachers.
But now, the present me…maybe I should say, ever since ‘A’ level exams ended, everyone else had minimal control over my life.
Over how I spend my time.
Over what I wear, what I eat, drink.
Everyday.
All of these were decisions made by myself.


Even to quit the job.
It’s solely my own decision.
But there may regrets.


Now, I totally understand the difficulty in making decisions when facing uncertainties.

//reminiscing the past//

hey! back from Malaysia!
actually my family and I haven’t been going there for CNY for a few years.
so you can say that it was fun returning to the crowd and noise.
however it cannot be compared to the past.
when my cousins and us were kids.
when we used to play hide-and-seek.
when we used to gobble sweets and cookies.
when we used to play fireworks
when we used to greet people in chorus.

sadly, dunno since when… all of us seemed to drift apart.
all of them busy with their innumerable friends.
until I hardly see them around!

// a blank mind. inspiration-less. //

how ah how?
recently there's been no inspiration to blog.
and it doesn't help that I've been facing the computer for too long at work.
so much so that i've been hesitant in using the com at home.
just realised that i haven't been using my brain nowadays.
at work, it's just type-type-type, click-click-click.
at home, sad to say, i've fallen prey to indulging in mindless tv programmes.
this just can't go on.

today the ntu talks sort of awaken me.
made me remember that i'm still waiting for A levels results.
still a long stretch to go before going into the workforce.
if my results can make it, i'll be going to the uni.
if i'm going to a uni, i will devote all my energy into studies.
yes. even though it's a wee bit late, this will be my new year resolution.
perhaps should make it CNY resolution, then it wouldn't be too late.
haha.

and, i really look forward to English lessons with my tutee!
seriously i think i'm really a lenient teacher.
usually, it's either me who burst out laughing or the "ah-boy" who can't stop giggling at his own mistakes.
last week, "ah-boy" hand in to me a newspaper article which he cut.
i don't know whether i should laugh or cry.
cute as he is, he cut me this article, "Thailand is still a land of smiles"
it was a report on how the Thai people were not angry at Singapore even though the Lions beat them to clinch the ASEAN football championship.
although "ah-boy" fulfilled the minimum 8 sentences criteria I set him, all he wrote was about the top scorer, Alarm Sham (er, his spelling is atrocious =P, should be Nor Alam Shah, if I’m not wrong), as well as the fact that his dad predicted wrongly that the thais would triumph.
The funny thing is that although it is so irrelevant, i can't fault him for anything as the article was not from the SPORTS section, but from the front page of ST.

//food is getting more taste//

two weeks into the new year passed like blur.
practically gobble, chew and swallow.
so unhealthy!
but it's better now...haha...that's why the food now have more taste, even though they are from the same old stalls that i frequent.
that's because there's more time to savour the food.

just that i'm now able to chew more should i bite more? (not literally =)
hmm..
there are currently 3 things on hand.
1. student i/c in sk chapter.(religion)
2. full time admin work
3. tuition on certain weekday nights

thinking of taking up jap but that will be later...

as for now...a bit sick of the working environment already.
sick of travelling the same route to work and same route back.
sick of the food there (though delicious)
i think i need a change.

so i asked my dad how is he able to stay put at the same company for so long
he says
yes. all the above are true.
but when u travel on the same route to and fro everyday, you pass by different people.
when u eat at the same old stalls, you share tables with different people.
when u type the same old stuff at work, you impact different lives.
when u answer the company phone using the same old lines, u are talking to different people.

yes. i got it.
disguised as boring, life is actually an unpredictable experience.
cherish every moment.

//weather is turning better-for the moment//

Class bbq was good.
Everything was organised and no dilly-dally-ing
Haha...and food was edible and nice.
No regrets that I went =)
Topics of the day were finding jobs and driving tests...
Wow...what a change from last time...
No one talked about A levels, Uni, faculties...
I wonder if a change of environment and going into separate paths has made us cherish other people more

//blessings from the weather//

23-25 Dec: Student Kenshu(camp)
An experience like never before.
"Thrown face"countless times during that short 3 days.
But maybe that is not a bad thing after all.
We can learn from our mistakes so as to handle the same situation better next time.
Hmm..all those mistakes made are attributed to the lack of preparation on our part.
That's why the group cheers are so sian that nobody in our group felt like cheering while other groups' cheers seemed so special and unique.
That’s why I stuttered in front of so many people during the intro to our group performance on fun night. (btw, I got the script only about half hour before our group's turn)
That’s why I fell down on the muddy grass as I was turning round and round, with my head on the stick during the "survivor" game.

Tired…super tired…slept only 3-4 hours each day of the camp
But it's nice to know some Malaysian student believers better =P
Though sleeping time was sacrificed.
By the end of the last day, I was so tired that I couldn't feel reality.
People around me seemed so unreal…like I’m in a dream.
Scary right?
But I really tried not to doze off during Buddhist lectures.
Well…learnt quite a lot.

Compassion is to help people that you know to make the right judgment and not to pretend that you never see anything when people do something wrong.

Among the many paths of life, which should we take?
Buried in the many troubles in life, what should we do?
Nobody can give anyone a satisfying answer.
Instead of praying for good grades and getting what you want, we should actually pray sincerely for the wisdom, strength and willpower to overcome the difficulties in life and find the path that will really suit us.


Work is getting less stressful everyday…
I guess once you get the hang of it, you won't keep thinking of slacking at home.
However the down side is that, you have less time for TV, blogging, contacting friends, replying people etc…
Everyday, joining the morning rush really makes me feel at least 6 years older.
Like I’m working permanently…for people working in the same company, doing the same old thing forever…how can they managed it?
Work is so boring that I think I will keep job-hopping when it's time for me to join the morning rush permanently.
Well…I guess excitement comes when you see people when you least expect it.
Like mr potato chua chatting in Chinese over lunch with a lady at the food centre you frequent during lunch.

Or the elderly man who calls himself "national treasure" in the video you watched on the eve of national day in school. (The multi-tasking busker wearing clogs, juggling florescent green tennis balls and blowing a harmonica, all at the same time….And I almost banged into him! For his superb entertainment, he earned my $1 = )

Or when you were thinking " why is this person wearing shades indoors?" Then, your jaw dropped when you realise it is Fiona Xie smiling and walking into the office like a common person.

//bit of rain//

haha. see see! I also got my own virtual pet!
Feed haro with bamboo, thanks!
There is just too much to blog about, from attending my cousin's wedding in malaysia to my job.
But i've been too busy and lazy =X

Just like i've said, our camping group is just going to fall to pieces.
I can't co-operate with my co-leader because he is too arrogant and nonsensical.
Two members already dropped out.
The mentors talked to us today and I had to wait 1hr plus at the mrt station after my work for them to arrive.
Then they just beat around the bush without pinpointing anything.
Why must people be afraid to say what is wrong?

The trip to malaysia was a nice break even though I had to take 4 days' no-pay leave.
I was one of the "jie mei" accompanying the bride, since my cousin did not have any bridesmaid.
It was easy, and I earned a hongbao in ringgit. Basically just follow the bride everywhere.
At the banquet, food was not bad, but when can they ever stop engaging karaoke singers to entertain us?
It seem to be a trend there.
I have nothing against it just that someday, it'll just break someone's eardrums and render him/her deaf.
The next day, it off to A'famosa, a short route from malacca's city centre.
My uncle got free "bungalow" chalets for a night and cowboy town tickets.
Next morning it's shopping at malacca city centre.
The road was too bumpy and my aunt vomitted at the roadside halfway...well i definitely agree! Sitting in a car makes me feel like i'm on some roller coaster.
Then, my sis was looking for a pair of shoes.
Strangely, all the shops sell the same few designs at practically the same price.
What do they earn???


Ok, though my work is oh-so-boring because i practically key in ticketing numbers, costs and customer details by the same procedures everyday, still look forward to it lah.
Or else just stay home and slack is so bo-liao.
Some more no money to spend.
Actually i'm just looking forward to my first pay cheque. haha.
Now I also take calls, give forms to people who come in for interviews, photocopy stuff, and find invoices and send it to other departments.
At least can walk around so my back does not ache.
In the morning, I look forward to lunch break.
After lunch, I look forward to tea break.
So nice...all those airlines send cakes to us...or boss lady will buy something =)
Wonder how long I can last in this company.....
After tea break, I look forward to going home.
Shower.
Dinner.
Tv.
Watch Doha games or online.
Sleep.

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Your Life Analysis:

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score leaves room for improvement. (I'll be a saint if I have a perfect life) You can make changes to improve your trouble areas, and this will bring you greater satisfaction. Focus on your weakest points and set about to change them. Do not delay your happiness and success.

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have an excellent body score, which means you are incredibly focused on maintaining a healthy lifestyle. Continue in that focus, and your body will remain healthy and strong.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score suffers, yet it does not need to be this way. ( I think it's perfectly fine) Strengthen your social network by reaffirming old bonds. Seek out new friendships, and they will provide you the reward you need. Try using MeetUp.com to find people near you who share your interests.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is very low, indicating trouble. There is love out there for you. Seek the advice of wise people on how to go about finding it. Do not lose hope. (well, thanks, but I haven't)

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. Your finances are somewhat in the middle, neither bad or exceptional. Keep doing what works for you, and improve what doesn't. Focus on long-term financial stability as your goal.(Ah, yes, I need more cash)

This is my 97th post... Yippie! I'll reach 100 before the year ends!

// why does the weather keep changing? //

wow... just realised I haven't blogged for nearly a month.
well, about nearly a month ago, I thought I couldn't live without the Internet, but after all the self-psycho-ing (er, u get what I mean) I managed to abandon the habit for almost a month. The work of willpower.
At the same time, I deserted my handphone at the most unnoticeable place and only checked it twice daily.
Erm...so habits die hard and I may appeared to be "missing in action" even after the A levels.
Sigh. So I shall cross my fingers and hope that all that I did was worth it.

It seems like after the As, everything came charging at me.
Firstly came the expected, tidying the mess I created during the exams.
It is just a surprise that mum did not scold me. haha.
She simply said: "Tidy your stuff, no need to pack them in the store room, you'll never know when you might need them" (Oh-oh..is that a bad omen)

Then, for Saturday and Sunday, I went to the Propagation Centre to attend student and youth meetings. (FYI : the PC is the place my family and I go for religious teachings and practice) haha. so hardworking right.
I'm supposed to lead a group of about 25 students to the camp in Dec.
Sigh. Sherlyn doesn't know me well. If she had, she wouldn't put my name down.
Anyone seen me lead before? No right? I'm dead.

Ok... as for now, I'm busy looking for a holiday job, will-be busy with the camp stuff, looking forward to my new specs, looking for good books to read, and...back to blogging. (back to life =)

// PSI reads 73 but I think it's like 150//

Recently, there is this highly publicised suicide case involving a man jumping off the platform at Chinese Gardens MRT.
Sad, I would say, when financial help begins to pour in only when a person dies.
This just brings attention to the issue whether the government is doing enough to help the poor.
Usually, only after a case garnered such media attention, community self-help groups or other agencies would come out to defend themselves, saying that they did not receive any application for help from the family.
Another case I would think of is the incident whereby an undergraduate resorted to robbery to pay his university school fees.

There are 2 good reasons I can think of why people are reluctant to approach the respective self-help groups.

1. They are too ashamed of their situation and do not want others to know.
Many articles on this particular suicide case have cited this reason. Doesn't it mean that there is no care in this society?
Everybody doing their own business do not even bother about other people. You have no idea what your neighbour is doing and you have never been to their home. As long as you have your leather sofa, LCD TVs, home theatre systems, who cares about what your neighbour has? Thus, I think the blame should not be blamed solely on the family who have failed to gather help. Instead of the government heaping more help on the poor, relationships between neighbours should be promoted. However this may be difficult as even the family unit may not be as closed-knit nowadays.

2. Singapore, as one of the world's most uncorrupted countries, values evidence and proofs.
However, there may be certain loop-holes as it would be hard to prove that you are so penniless that you have been surviving on instant noodles everyday for who knows how long. If i'm not wrong, there is certain regulations that make it easier for people to upgrade their homes, say for example, from a four-room to a five room flat, and harder for people to downgrade. Well, this sort of regulation probabbly exist for a good reason but it certainly would not do the poor any justice. Many financial helping schemes probabbly requires a look at the size of your home. In addition, there are so many requirements to meet, they probabbly serve to deter people from getting the approval, rather than to serve as a platform for the poor to receive help.

// A little rain to clear the haze //

People say that when you have done your best, you will have no regrets.
Can anyone tell me what is best?

Received mel's e-mail some days ago.
I understood it fully.
It is something I'm trying to deceive myself of.
People are always superficial in front of others.
So why do I expect others to be true to themselves and other people?
It is definitely an impossible task.
Accepting superficiality of people would probabbly be a better choice.
I wish I can be less idealistic.

//haze-reduced visibility to under 5 km//

Silence is golden.
But what can gold buy?
Gold can buy smiles and laughter.
But it cannot buy happiness, nor an A level cert.

PM Lee calls for responsible journalism which will help improve the lives of people

Mr Lee was speaking at the 7th Asian-European Editors' Forum.
Citing Japan, Mr Lee said that it has been very successful at improving people's lives without an aggressive media.
He said: "Their approach is different from the Western one but it suits Japan's culture and circumstances and has contributed to Japan's success. As with the political system, in the media too, each country will have to evolve its own model of the media that works for it."
Mr Lee said that even in this Internet age, there will still be a role for serious journalism.
That's because people still want information sources which are reliable and insightful.
Using Singapore as an example, Mr Lee said that the government manages the Internet with a light touch but still applies the same defamation and sedition laws to it.
And the government is mindful of the increasing impact of the new and changing technology.
Mr Lee said: "Our position will evolve as we feel our way forward, but we do not believe that we should just drift with the tide. We still need anchor points that reflect our values, our vulnerabilities and our ambitions.
"The media in Singapore must adapt to these changes, do their best to stay relevant and continue to contribute constructively to nation building."
As economies develop, Mr Lee emphasised the need for good governance.
Mr Lee added that as new generations come of age, they will want to have more say in their countries' affairs.
"Leaders must be able to respond creatively to this new situation and political systems must evolve to remain effective. Each country, including Singapore, will have to make changes in its own way and strike its own point of balance, taking into account its unique circumstances," he said.
Mr Lee said Asian countries face major challenges despite the positive economic outlook.
But groupings like ASEAN and the Asia-Europe Summit Meetings can help establish greater relations and encourage dialogues.
Mr Lee said: "ASEAN aims to be the centre of these networks of cooperation both within Asia, between Asia and Europe, as well as the Pacific with the US. But to play this role, ASEAN must also be a strong and cohesive organisation, able to partner China and India effectively."
Mr Lee was addressing some 40 international editors from countries like China and France.
When asked during a question and answer session about Temasek Holdings' deal with ShinCorp, Mr Lee said it was a commercial decision which also reflected Singapore's confidence in Thailand's economy.
He added that Temasek complied with the rules and requirements of Thailand when inking the deal.
On Mr Lee wanting to build a more open society, a German editor asked why that was not reflected in Singapore's treatment towards civil society organisations during the International Monetary Fund-World Bank Meetings here recently.
Mr Lee said Singapore allows views to be articulated, at the same time, ensuring a stable and honest political system.
He explained why certain civil society representatives were barred from entering Singapore, citing one who had run-ins with the law in other countries.
He said: "There was one chap who had broken into the World Bank offices in Washington and stolen confidential documents and had gone to Seattle and broken some other laws. And he had every intention of coming here to do no good.
"Why should I allow him in? So we said, these, we have to vet one by one. It became an issue so we said, 'all right, if you vouch for them, I'll let most of them in but these last 5, I want to make absolutely sure they're not going to cause trouble here'. I think that's quite reasonable.
"I don't mind anybody coming to have a dialogue, debate, conversation. But I don't see why I should have a riot as happened in Prague in 2000 or in Hong Kong in 2005, last year, at the WTO Meeting. That's not democracy." - CNA/ir

//evaluation//
-erm...fret not, I think the media here is very loyal to the govt. haha.
so there will still be the so-called "responsible media" for years to come... that is discounting online media and printed newsletters by WP and CSJ.
-oh..sure we are all so lucky to have such a kind govt who protects our peace and stability so much... but one wonders if such policy has made s'poreans become frogs in the well...
-as stated, riot is not equal to democracy? hmm... then it means that we are the best example of democracy?

// hazy but can still see the moon //

Mooncake festival!
Quite dumb, but when I was eating mooncake just now I was thinking about Zhu Yuan Zhang, and the history of mooncake.
Thanks to this great man, we got to savour mooncakes on this day.
Ok lah, no holiday, but it's something to look forward to every year.
Well.. I can't make a choice between traditional skin or iced skin, can't live without both =p

Anyway, enough said about that...
prelims results were back last week and I got CDE C5
an improvement from mid yr but no change from promos..
ok, it's impossible to get to uni with this kind of results..
so just got to work harder and cross my fingers.
Either I get into uni or try appealing into MI.
At worst, just be a private candidate next yr.
No fear.

//rain is threatening to pour again//

Ominous hung in the air.
Just feel like banging the head against the wall so that I can skipped the prelims and hopefully the As.
Sounds dangerous I know and I'm not going to succumb to that temptation.
Does working hard pays?
And, what if people started the marathon early and you start only when the race is ending?

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Meatball Pizza

Unusual and uncompromising. You're usually the first to discover a new trend. You appreciate a good meal and good company. You're an interesting blend of traditional and modern.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

You Are From Pluto

You are a dark, mysterious soul, full of magic and the secrets of the universe. You can get the scoop on anything, but you keep your own secrets locked in your heart. You love change and you use it to your advantage, whether by choice or chance. You don't like to compromise, to the point of being self-destructive with your stubborness. Live life with love, and your deep powers will open the world to you.

What Planet Are You From?

Great..i'm a dwarf.

// cloudy //

Last Saturday, well, haha.. ended up watching "Lovewrecked" when we wanted to watch "The Devil Wears Prada"
That's how it goes when you meet Christy. Unexpected things always happens.
Anyway, IT was a pretty comical show...and in my opinion, something taken out from the story books we girls used to read...like the BSC series or Sweet Valley.
A teenage girl met her fav rock star at a Carribean Islands resort she was doing vacation work at. Then she became disillusioned and actually erm.. sort of kidnapped or should I say, star-napped the rock star. [don't ask me how it happen, it just did]
Then, there was this sort of catfight between her and her nemesis.
Well...then just before things get out of control, she decided to speak the truth.
I think the scriptwriter is really good, peppering the entire show with humour, but I can't say the same for the story writer. The story is really incredulous and hard to believe.
But, well, just enjoy the movie without cracking your brains and wasting the brain cells that you'll need for this period of time before and during THE prelims.
Be sure to choose a threatre that is not too cold so you wouldn't bolt out of the door once the show is over and then miss the best part of the show- the credits (otherwise known as the fate of the rock star :)

// Soaking wet socks //

I shall always remember what my sec sch phy teacher once said to the class, "Time flies"
It is such a simple phrase, yet seemed so meaningful because the words came from him at the time when the O level prelims were nearing.
Time is such a strange thing, it goes on and on forever… that is, until Armageddon.
Time allows you create memories; at the same time it erases others.
My phy teacher was transferred to another sch barely a year after he made that statement.
Time allows you to plan ahead your schedule, yet it reveals the unpredictable nature of life.
To me, It seemed like yesterday that my phy teacher talk to the class.
However, in reality, I’m now facing the A level prelims in a week or so.
Time seems to come to a standstill sometimes; at other times, it seems to pass by with the blink of an eye.
Learn to treasure what you have now and don't look back with regrets.
Give the world the best you have.

// we are living in an unfair world and... am I socio-phobic?//

I was having this heated debate with mum that day.
Actually, my initial intent was to complain about the stereotyping of how girls/guys should behave.
Basically, from my own observations, it's like this:
It is perfectly alright for guys to go on their own. It means they are independent individuals. (du 2 li 4)
However, if a girl goes on their own, It is deemed as weird. IT means they are anti-social. (gu 1 du 2)
In Chinese, both words share the same word, du 2, but convey different meanings.
ah. the beauty of the language.
The thing is, my mum was bearing grudges with me for my dislike for group activities and becoming isolated from everyone in the world.
No man is an island.
But I seriously see nothing wrong with what i'm doing.
I enjoy the freedom of being alone because when I'm with others, I'll have to remind myself constantly to think of other people's feelings.
It's tiring.
I know I seem anti-social but sometimes, I have to concede that having company could be great.
Just like what GP teaches us, It's unwise to have too extreme views. Balance!

Your EQ is 107

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well. You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music. You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

What's Your Learning Style?

excel at debating....wad nonsense?!

You Will Die at Age 82

Congratulations! You take good care of yourself. You're poised to live a long, healthy life.

What Age Will You Die?

82? can't imagine it, man

You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer

Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from. And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi. Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics... Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

// sun, sea, sand and fun! //

It has been a long, long time since i went to a beach.
And an even longer time since i went to Sentosa.
Went kayaking. 1st time ok. Haha.
At least i'm safe. And mel kept laughing at me.
it's not hilarious to me at all cause i don't want to fall into water.
yi ling actually don't want to get wet too.
But in the end we all did.
But not as wet as the guys. LOL.

I daresay everyone had fun.
Who wouldn't have fun when you are immersed in an island of sun, sea, and sandy beaches?
Just makes you forget your troubles, your ambitions, your fears and hopes.
In Sentosa, you know that all you want to do is to relax and slack.
I almost forgot about the A- levels too. Hee.

But the truth hits hard when you reached home, facing your pile of undone homework which begin to pile up because your teachers use your 2-day holiday as an excuse to give more.
Luckily you have got your sunburnt skin to remind you of the fun you had.
You thought that you were so tired that you had to rest. But in actual fact you were never as energetic as now.
Gosh. Experience the power of unwinding.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mayoko Kajuji

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

// 2 weeks into the aftermath of PTM //

people say that time can heal.
it really did.
i'm not as depressed as i was 2 weeks ago.
thanks to the people who have encouraged me.

now it's time to celebrate our nation's 41st birthday!
this year's NDP song is sung by Kaira GOng.
I think its not catchy enough.

My all-time favourite NDP song is by Tanya Chua-


Where I Belong
Morning comes around and I can't wait to see my sunny island
In its glorious greenery, whether rain or shine, it's still beautiful
Bright lights shine on the streets and night guiding me closer to home
To a place where I'll be safe and warm where I belong

Friends and families by my side seeing me through as I grow and learn
Everyday's experience, bitter, sweet or sour, they are still wonderful
As they become precious memories, they'll be kept close to my heart
And no matter where I am I will always know where I belong

Where I belong, where I keep my heart & soul
Where dreams come true for us
Where we walk together hand in hand
Towards a future so bright

Where I belong, where I keep my heart & soul
Where we are one big family
I want the whole world to know, I want to shout it out loud
That this is where I know I belong

don't u just find the song catchy and touching at the same time?

// Dark Friday//

I hope this will be the last Parent-Teacher Meeting that I ever have to attend.
I shouldn’t have gone at all.
Suddenly, I not only feel disappointed with myself, but utterly demoralised.
The absolute worst thing was that I couldn’t see properly.
I don’t know whether it was the cold wind from the freezing air-con that stung my eyes and made it watery or there were really tears of guilt.
It doesn’t matter.

That feeling of guilt kept lingering.
Until now, I still can feel it.
It is always easy to tell people that they can succeed, they can achieve this, achieve that.
And I’ve always thought that such encouragement do work.
Turns out that I was terribly wrong.
Unless you have really experience that “down and out” feeling, you can’t really understand the trauma they are going through.
What’s worse, It is hard to express it in words, even more difficult to relate to other people.
After all, people only can see your outward appearance, they can’t fathom what’s on your mind.
However, It would be unfair to discredit people who dish out encouragement, they are really the people with good intentions and kind hearts.

Sometimes, the truth really hurts.
I’m not as resilient a person as I thought I would be.
A few upsets in life can easily leave me discouraged and pessimistic, even to the point of threatening all aspects of my life.
And, as much as I try to psycho myself to persevere, I can’t bounce back at all.
This is truly the reality.

// the pot calling the kettle black//

Thailand: Drop Sedition Charges Used to Silence Opponents

The Thai government should withdraw sedition charges against prominent critics of caretaker Prime Minister Thaksin Shinawatra, Human Rights Watch said today. Along with a series of criminal and civil defamation suits filed by Thaksin and others, the sedition charges threaten political pluralism in the run-up to national elections expected later this year.

Thaksin is trying to muzzle critics by filing sedition charges and an avalanche of defamation suits. The use of such draconian laws against political opponents is an extremely unhealthy signal in the run-up to elections. The government should drop these charges and engage in an open debate with its opponents.

"Thaksin is trying to muzzle critics by filing sedition charges and an avalanche of defamation suits." said Brad Adams, Asia director at Human Rights Watch. "The use of such draconian laws against political opponents is an extremely unhealthy signal in the run-up to elections. The government should drop these charges and engage in an open debate with its opponents."

On April 12, 2006, the Bangkok Metropolitan Police ordered the five leaders of the People's Alliance for Democracy (PAD) ( Sondhi Limthongkul, Pipob Thongchai, Somsak Kosaisuk, Somkiat Pongpaiboon and Chamlong Srimuang ) to appear at the National Police Headquarters to be served with sedition charges.

According to Bangkok Metropolitan Police Deputy Commissioner Major-General Chatchawan Suksomchit, the PAD leaders made numerous public statements in violation of articles 116, 215 and 216 of the Thai penal code. The police claimed that these comments were illegal as they were aimed at overthrowing the government, instigating public unrest, and inciting people to break the law.

In recent months, Sondhi and his associates in the PAD have become Thaksin's most outspoken and high-profile critics. They have organized large, peaceful anti-government rallies in Bangkok and other major cities. The government has responded by branding critics as unpatriotic, and alleging that they are using unconstitutional tactics to overthrow the Thaksin government and undermine the democratic process in Thailand.

On June 29, sedition charges were also filed against eight other PAD members (Suriyasai Katasila, Karun Saingam, Rosana Tositrakul, Pian Yongnu, Suvit Watnu, Chaiwat Sinsuwong, Uychai Watta and Serichai Mai-ngam.)

In recent remarks at a gathering of senior government officials on June 29, Thaksin vowed to protect democracy with his life. He said, "I will not allow any attempts to erode democracy while I am prime minister." Yet, since coming to power in 2001, Thaksin has used a potent combination of state and corporate power to intimidate and silence critics. In its confrontation with the PAD, the Thai government has moved aggressively to freeze freedom of expression and of the media by filing, or having surrogates file, criminal defamation suits and exorbitant civil defamation claims against prominent activists and independent journalists and media organizations.

Last year, Sondhi faced more than 10 years in prison and fines and damages of over US$50 million from six defamation suits filed by the prime minister. The cases were dropped after the intervention of King Bhumibol Adulyadej, who urged Thaksin to accept criticism. However, in June 2006, the prime minister filed a new set of criminal and civil defamation charges against the PAD and Sondhi's Manager Media Group, as well as editors of Matichon newspaper, Khao Sod newspaper and Daily News newspaper. He also filed a civil defamation lawsuit against the opposition Democrat Party and its leaders, seeking compensation of US$25 million in response to their comments on corruption scandals in the government.

Human Rights Watch said that freedom of expression is a cornerstone upon which the very existence of a democratic society rests, and political speech and public debate are most highly valued as part of that right.

It is a strange thing that the same sedition act is subjected to different uses in Singapore and Thailand. Many people involved in politics have alot of charisma. They are empowered by the ability to charm their people and sway votes, and this may eventually lead them to abuse this ability. This is evident in dictatorial, possibly corrupted countries where the people hail their leaders as heroes. Being charmed by someone is often accompanied by a degree of fear. This is perhaps one way to explain why people in such countries honour their leaders despite the atrocities done to them. Even though this article states what Thailand should do, it is really doubtful when this change will eventually be accomplished.

//there's no time to be depressed//

got back the mid yrs
maths- F
chem- O
phy- D
GP- D7

no. of subjects passed at a-lvl: 1

its an all-time low.

no matter how hard the journey is, i gotta make it thru'
no point wasting yrs spent in schs
I gotta climb back to where i was. In 3 and 1/2 mths.


(sorry i wasn't in blogging mood so its abit short and in bad language)

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Are Brownie Batter Ice Cream

You've been known to lick *everything* clean

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

You Are a Little Scary

You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.

How Scary Are You?

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

//Life is how tough you make it to be//

Another Failure. Another Sigh. All for my big fat F in Maths.
Is there time to be depressed?
No.

Think positively, since my grades has hit the rock bottom, the only way is to go up.
I want to see the daylight, feel the sunshine and not stay submerged in the murky waters, where I can't see where I'm heading and I can't feel the tears.

Is there time to change everything?
Believe with your heart and soul, there is.

//World Cup//









Some people may say, what's so interesting about 11 people chasing over a ball?
Obviously, these people do not know much about soccer.
Firstly, as the players are divided into different positions on the field (for example, defenders, midfielders and strikers) chances are, you will not see so many people fighting for the ball at one time.
Furthermore, most of the running are done by players on the field.
The game itself, to put it simply, is about controlling the ball and getting it into the net.
Thus, strictly speaking, only the goalkeeper needs to chase after the ball.

Undoubtedly, for the past few weeks, the world has been thrown into a frenzy due to diehard fans and hardcore gamblers. Yes, even in Singapore, where it is an almost impossible task for the national team to qualify for the World Cup. Who cares about S-league when the World Cup is ongoing? The publicity and media glitz given to the World Cup is comparable to our very own polling day. Owing to our exposure to the English Premier League, it is no surprise that many locals are supporters of the England team.

Quotable quotes:

"Many England players are mature club players, but immature international players."
"I am going to get you sent off."
"I can never play with him again."
"I feel the time is right to pass on the armband."

Puzzling news headlines:

"Brazil seek ref's aid"
"Netherlands coach upset by team-bus slogan"
"Shocked Brazil fans cry an Amazon river of tears"

You are 87% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

a true scorpio...even in the bones =p

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept. You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciences Computer science Creative writing Math Architecture Journalism

What Should You Major In?

actually, i was torn between two options in certain qns...i'm fickle-minded..=P

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

omg...u mean i shouldn't study science subjects???!!

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

You Are Storm

Exotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses. Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene. Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightning

Which of the X-Men Are You?

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Have you ever came across this situation when in the middle of the night, when you are enjoying the music from your favourite radio station, suddenly there's this choking smell which irritates your nose and reminds you of all this cancer-causing carcinogens...and you are suddenly reminded that your secondary school general science teacher once told you that passive smokers are more at risk from lung cancer than the smokers themselves because when these carcinogens are released into the air, they are at least a thousand times more harmful to the human body...

You panicked... you run amok, all over your home, trying to find the source of that horrible smell
And you realise it's from the kitchen. You close the window, so that the overwhelming smell does not come in, yet, at the same time you are afraid that the smell does not flow out.

Yes..so what if the govt bans smoking in bus stops or segregate smokers from non-smokers in public places?
Once these people are at home, they have the right to smoke at their windows, so that their neighbours below, above or next to them can become passive smokers and innocently suffer the same ghastly consequences as they themselves.



An excerpt:

The National Environment Agency (NEA) and Health Promotion Board (HPB) are reviewing the list of places not covered under the current smoking ban, such as pubs, bus shelters, bus interchanges, public toilets, coffee shops and hawker centres. The current smoking ban covers 26 categories of places, and was last reviewed in 1997.
2. It is widely acknowledged that passive smoking, or breathing in the tobacco smoke from smokers, contributes to the risks of cancer and heart disease. Coffeeshops and hawker centres are places where families and children as well as non-smokers go often for meals. It is difficult for them to get away from second-hand smoke from smokers sitting around them.
3. The Feedback Unit is organizing four dialogue sessions to consult the public (both smokers and non-smokers) on the extension of the smoking ban to coffee shops and hawker centres. Please note that for the English and Malay speaking session, there will be English translation for feedback given in Malay.


yea...like if we sit 1m away from smokers we will not breathe in any...
like they only smoke in coffeeshops..
haiz..at least there's something being done..