//bothered//

all these while i've always thought that life should be free-reined, less uptight
everyone should live the way they want it to.
but that is all too naive and
applies only to children and teenagers.

the responsibilities that adults have to shoulder are perhaps
great beyond my imagination.
yes, we should take responsibilty for our own doing.
but sometimes luck dictates that consequences are far worse than ever.

living in a comfort zone ever since
a sense of caution and beware has never appeared in my mind.

other people's comfort are temporal and
in fact it makes me feel worse off.
and makes me wonder about possibly worse consequences ahead.
after all, in the working world,
the rules and regulations are scary.
there is no room for discussion.